[No one ever said Ţepeş man logic made sense to literally anyone else. It's just an explanation for extremely bad decision making. And there were some very, very poor choices that night, even if the result is exactly what was intended.]
Mother I...[He should think more about the words that come next, but this is processing everything for the first time. Everything is messy, and there's no eyes to meet. Not yet.]
I'm not sorry for what I did, even though you've raised me better than to behave as I did. But at the time, there were no other apparent options, and between what I did versus what father might have done...
[It's a weak excuse, just as it's a true statement. Alucard's head burrows just a little bit harder into his mother's side.]
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[No one ever said Ţepeş man logic made sense to literally anyone else. It's just an explanation for extremely bad decision making. And there were some very, very poor choices that night, even if the result is exactly what was intended.]
Mother I...[He should think more about the words that come next, but this is processing everything for the first time. Everything is messy, and there's no eyes to meet. Not yet.]
I'm not sorry for what I did, even though you've raised me better than to behave as I did. But at the time, there were no other apparent options, and between what I did versus what father might have done...
[It's a weak excuse, just as it's a true statement. Alucard's head burrows just a little bit harder into his mother's side.]