[ Remaining upright is highly overrated. Trevor sinks onto his side, letting the soft mattress and blankets devour him. ]
Adrian.
[ It's soft and contented, and it's a few long breaths before he has the energy to raise one arm, silently inviting Alucard to join him. But it is an invitation and not a demand. Alucard's managed so much today, he's not going to be upset if he can't manage the cuddling part. ]
[Alucard does flop over towards Trevor. He's overwhelmed. He might yet withdraw. But he still wants that kiss and after all of that, it feels wrong not to go close to Trevor in any way.
He doesn't press up close against Trevor. He's an small distance away, just enough to kiss Trevor again.
It's a soft and unsure one. Alucard isn't sure of his own feelings right now, never mind Trevor's.]
[ He wants more. No matter how much he tries to be unselfish, tries to think about how hard Alucard must be trying in order to get this far, he still can't stop himself from wanting more. He wants to pull Alucard close, until he can feel his heart beat against his own chest. Wants to bury his face in his hair and pepper every part of him he can reach in kisses.
But he barely even kisses back, just lets his lips press against Alucard's. When it ends he reaches up, twisting a lock of Alucard's hair around a finger, then brings it to his lips and kisses that instead ]
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Adrian.
[ It's soft and contented, and it's a few long breaths before he has the energy to raise one arm, silently inviting Alucard to join him. But it is an invitation and not a demand. Alucard's managed so much today, he's not going to be upset if he can't manage the cuddling part. ]
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He doesn't press up close against Trevor. He's an small distance away, just enough to kiss Trevor again.
It's a soft and unsure one. Alucard isn't sure of his own feelings right now, never mind Trevor's.]
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But he barely even kisses back, just lets his lips press against Alucard's. When it ends he reaches up, twisting a lock of Alucard's hair around a finger, then brings it to his lips and kisses that instead ]
You did fucking brilliant.
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[He knows there must be so much restraint on Trevor's end. It's beautiful, how he knows to reign himself in. How good he is to Alucard's needs.]
You do so much for me.
[I love you for that.]
I don't know if I express my gratitude enough but...it's there. It always will be. You're so important.