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[cryptsleeper]

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[miraclewhip]

Who might have cast it.

[He repeats it quietly, thoughtfully. Sighs. ]

I- don’t want you to do this. Don’t want to know more about it. I just- it hurts, to think about it to hard. [ But- ] If this means so much to you-

-have you thought about what might have done this, rather than who?

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....

[Alucard's hand moves up. Settles on the top of Treovr's head and starts to stroke through all that hair. It's instinct now.]

I haven't. Which means I've been approaching this all wrong, haven't I?

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I don’t know.

[ He sighs and leans into the touch, despite himself. ]

You keep saying that I’m not the curse. And so- you probably haven’t even considered it, have you? That what I am might be the cause of this.

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[Alucard just brings Trevor close, so that if the Belmont wants, he can rest his head in the crook of Alucard's neck.]

What, your bear form?

[It doesn't make sense.]

None of this follows logic.

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I don’t know. But if you want to know- maybe it’s a place to look for answers.

[ He goes still and silent for a moment, then pushes himself down from the sofa, walking toward the door on all fours, even as a man. ]

Follow me.

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[Alucard rises, and...

Trevor what the ever loving fuck.

Nope. Not the point. Alucard follows after Trevor quietly, deciding to just not question why he's walking like that.]

Lead on.

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[ Wow rude this is just how he’s used to walking you don’t have to kinkshame.

He leads Alucard out of the room, out of his wing, through the ruins of the house to a stone door set into the ground. He lays a hand on it and it opens, revealing a long stairway, and he sets off down it and into the darkness. ]

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[THIS ISN'T KINK SHAMING IT'S GENTLE CONFUSION

that only grows as he keeps following. The stairway? Oh what the fuck. He's losing Trevor in the darkness, so Alucard declares to hell with it and he floats down after Trevor instead.]

Would you care to explain?!

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I don’t doubt that Dracula’s library has a lot of information. But if you need to know about monsters, monsters specifically-

[ He takes Alucard’s hand and brings it to a firesteel on a short chain and a flint set into the wall by a torch. He doesn’t possess the dexterity to light it in a form he’s so unused to, but Alucard does.

If he lights the torch, it illuminates an entire library they’re standing above. ]

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I was only able to bring a portion and--

[Oh.

Alucard stares out at the Hold before them both, breathless.]

It rivals his.

[Alucard doesn't let go of Trevor's hand. He instead squeezes it gently, wanting to just show some kindof gratitude.]

You'll allow me here?

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You can have it. I don’t have any use for it.

[ IT’S NOT A GIFT I JUST DIDN’T WANT IT ANYWAY TSUN TSUN.

He squeezes Alucard’s hand back. ]

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[Alucard pauses. Then he presses a soft kiss to the very top of Trevor's head.]

Thank you. I'm sorry that I caused you to turn to stone. I will do better. I will fix this. I promise.

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You didn’t-

[ He sighs. He’s going to have to explain himself, isn’t he? And he doesn’t want to, but that kiss- it’s making him feel a lot more cooperative. ]

-the thing that’s buried there. I can’t sleep unless I’m near it, but I hate it. It- hurts to look at it. And if I try to think to hard about it-

-I hated that you found it.

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[Alucard picks his head up. Starts to guide them both down the stairs. Slow and careful and so aware that he's still treading on dangerous ground.]

I understand. Trevor, I do understand. It was curiosity and a desire to find a way out for you that led me there.

[He sighs, still moving down.]

I care about you.

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[ He has to stand while walking with one hand in Alucard’s. It gives the strange impression of him becoming more human the deeper he goes into the library as he grows more confident on two legs and stands a little straighter. ]

I know. But I don’t expect you to find a way out for me. I just want you to finish your time here, take her back to her grandfather and go back home.

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And if I do find a way out?

[It's an earnest question. One that hasn't seen Alucard let go of Trevor's hand or do anything else. They're on the ground floor now. They can start to research.]

Or even if I find your name down here?

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My name.

[ He repeats it softly, distracted. ]

I don’t know. I don’t like thinking about who I am. Or about the future.

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You come with me in the future. And her.

[It's confident. Certain even if nothing is in truth.]

Look at me for a moment?

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[ He looks. And he’s uncertain, careful, almost bashful as far as a man who runs around naked on all fours can be. ]

I go with you.

[ The words feel uncomfortable leaving his mouth, like speaking them might make them broken in some way. ]

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[And there in that moment, Alucard puts his lips to the Belmont's forehead. There. It's affectionate without transgressing promises made to Sypha. He rests his hands on Trevor's cheeks, then moves them down slowly down the column of Trevor's neck, to his shoulders, then down his chest.]

Good.

[Alucard doesn't move though. Not yet.]

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[ He's still, almost entirely so, even breathing as shallowly as he can so not to break whatever this is with too sudden a movement. Just staring at Alucard, like a man hopelessly lost and staring at stars for guidance.

His lodestar.

Slowly, he brings his hands up to Alucard's face. ]

Will that change? If you learn something you don't like?

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I mean, your family has spent centuries trying to murder my father and probably myself...

[He's just saying. Even as he leans into Trevor's touch.]

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I suppose so.

[ His fingers are soft. This shape never really had much chance for its fingers to develop the sort of calluses that living as he does ought to have left him with. He’s delicate as he touches Alucard. More delicate than he looks capable of. ]

Humour me, though?

[ He needs to hear this. Needs to know that at least one person here doesn’t fear the answers that Alucard’s seeking out more than anything else. ]

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It won't change if I find something I don't like. I promised you I'd fix this.

[Alucard's smile is soft.]

If I kiss you, does that offend any other promise made?

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I-

[ Oh. Oh. Kissing. That is a thing he knows 0 things about but suddenly wants to know more things about so, so desperately. ]

-if you can still love here, I don’t think so. Are you going to- Do you want to-?

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