[He is. But Alucard withdraws his hand for a moment. What he wants to do next is a risk, but sitting like this and leaning over is getting incomfortable.
So Alucard readjusts himself. Crosses his legs, and then puts his hands on Trevor's hips to better coax him onto the dhampir's lap.]
[ Normally it wouldn't be a challenge at all. But he's trying to act more clumsy. It puts him in the right frame of mind for this. He doesn't want to be a monster hunter trained from birth right now. He wants to be a mess of feelings that can't move around easily. He pushes himself onto his knees and stumbles forward on them, relying on Alucard to keep his balance. A lot more awkward and slow than just getting to his feet and sitting down again in the right place, but also a lot better at helping him to sink into that slow, heavy sort of mood where nothing matters except the other two.
Eventually, after a lot of unnecessary work, he's in Alucard's lap. Once side curled up against his chest. ]
[Alucard doesn't question Trevor's approach to getting on his lap. Not his place to. He only holds his arms out to better guide Trevor there. To keep him there. one arm wrapping around his shoulders and dangling off, the other at Trevor's waist so that his fingers are brushing over the very lowest part of his spine.
He'd be comfortable like this for a time. Trevor is a warm weight against him, and that softness? That demands Alucard be alert. Careful. He can't break the Belmont.
But he can kiss the Belmont, still soft but not threatening to pull away. Fingers still stroking against Trevor's spine.]
It wouldn't be entirely accurate to describe the sound he makes when Alucard's hand returns to the base of his spine a moan, it's far too quiet and soft for that. It's what a moan would be if almost all the noise was taken from it, with what remains muted against Alucard's lips, leaving only the slow, warm breath of it. He breaks the kiss, and character, for just a moment ]
You're still doing okay? I'm- uh. Likely to not be in a state to check up on you before long.
[ One last check, before he lets himself be lost in this for a while. ]
Just don't want to push you too far. If you need to stop, go ahead and do it. I'll try not to complain too much.
[ It feels strange, having the question turned back on him like that. Not bad, just strange. It still feels a little presumptuous to assume that he has a say in the things that happen to him, and so when the other two keep telling him that he does, there's a little bit of mental dissonance, still.
A little while ago, he might have said he had no limits. It seems true enough to him, and it always felt like the correct answer. Like it was what they would want to hear. They've talked since. About how it's actually kind of terrifying for them to hear that. So he thinks, he really does. ]
Not sure. [ It's not a lot better, but he's trying. ] Just- I'll tell you if you go too far. Promise. [ A little better, and it'll have to do. He leans against Alucard's shoulder, stretching his neck to chase one more kiss. ]
[Very well to all of that. Which earns Trevor another kiss, this one with a little more pressure. More tenderness, and from where Alucard sits, it feels good to be returning that affection.
Having control over the situation is one part of all of this. The rest is the need to be on high alert for every detail, and that helps to mute any Carmilla that tries to claw it's way through.
The kiss continues. His hand keeps stroking against Trevor's spine, and for a time, that's all the dhampir is interested in doing. Kiss. Gently bite down against Trevor's lower lip. Rub small circles on his back. Repeat.]
[ It’s a slow rhythm, careful, nice and predictable. There’s no dramatics to it, no big moment. Just a slow, meticulous process of wearing away everything else other than Alucard’s hands and lips on him. Like rain wearing away stone.
Slowly, his breathing changes to match the rhythm of Alucard’s movements. In as a soft gasp when Alucard’s teeth graze his lip. Out as a sigh with the touch as his back. Soon, his heartbeat slows to match his breath. The world shrinks, to just himself and Alucard and the places where they touch, and his eyes take on that familiar slightly glazed, unfocussed look. ]
[Alucard smiles, inch by inch. Just as surely as the Belmont melts, the vampire beams down at him, soft and happy and so very, very pleased with the entire situation. They're both safe here. Happy. No Carmillas in sight.
The world is here. Just here. And at some point in the fuzzy way time works, Alucard nudges Trevor gently.]
[ It's amazing, how far Alucard's come. He remembers having to be careful not to brush against him, to not even make accidental contact. Now he can lean against his shoulder without much warning and the only possible complication is that he has to make sure he's leaning the good side of his head, not the bad one.
It means that he can just sink into all of this, just allow everything to happen, and not worry. Trust Alucard with himself, rather than fussing over every little thing, to not go further than he's able to. Means he doesn't have to think. It's- nice to have a break from thinking, once in a while. ]
More than- ah- [ okay, this time it is an actual moan. Not a loud one, but he must have moved a little, meaning Alucard's hand is slightly higher up on his back this time. It's not a big difference, but it's a difference and the slight contrast after he'd got used to the way things were suddenly seems massive. ] -More than okay.
[Alucard has heard the moan before, but never so soft. Yes, Alucard's hands have moved, but it's just a little.]
Good.
[He kisses Trevor's forehead, then begins to lean back. It's slow, bringing Trevor along with him, until the vampire is laying flat on the bed with Trevor still atop him.]
I'm going to fall asleep if I get any more comfortable.
[ The world shifts, slowly, until everything is sideways. Everything except Alucard, who is still exactly where he ought to be.
Alucard's legs are no longer structurally integral to this arrangement, and his own aren't bound. So it's probably okay to curl his legs around Alucard's now, right? ]
I'm fairly sure I can't let you sleep with your hands tied.
[Alucard lets one hand be trapped under Trevor, squished between the mattress and the Belmont. Those fingers? Those brush over his shoulder very softly.]
Especially if it's to be horny.
[He lets Trevor just move his legs as he likes. The hand that was on Trevor's lower back slides down, cradling his ass in the lightest way.]
[ He takes a moment, frowning in effort, because he's only good at this up until it involves trying to say what he wants. Articulating things he wants is hard. Made harder by the concern that he might voice something that's too much for Alucard right now and that he'll push himself too hard to try to manage it anyway. ]
[Like you're hungry Trevor says, and Alucard can catch a double meaning.
He'll explore it in a moment. He first focuses on catching Trevor's lips again, this time with more aggression. He's hungry yes, and his tongue begins to probe into the equation.
The hand on Trevor's ass slides down his under thigh, then up again. Keeps that motion up, just curious to see the effect it has on the Belmont.]
[ This. This is good. He returns the kiss an there's still a little caution to it but he's not still like he was the first time they did this. If he was in a mood to worry it would be a difficult balance, responding enough to return Alucard's affection but not so much as to overwhelm him. Right now, though, he's a little more content to play this by ear.
He has to trust Alucard. It's not difficult for Trevor to trust him with his own wellbeing, that doesn't mean all that much to him. It's difficult to trust Alucard with himself. But he has to try, because that's the only way they're going to be able to move forward.
It's only when Alucard's hand moves for a second or third time that he breaks the kiss to gasp sharply. ]
That. [ He says it against Alucard's lips, face a little more flushed now than it was before. ] More of that.
[Please is what he's looking for, and Alucard's hands both go still. It's probably as far as he should take it though. The Trevor in his arms? That Trevor is a total mess of soft, round, fuzziness and to do much more is to take advantage of an overly vulnerable state.
As if to emphasize the point, Alucard's next kiss is to Trevor's forehead, as soft as it's always been.]
[ At this point it's hard to tell if he's just being a shit or if he genuinely hasn't caught on. But the mystery doesn't last for long. He makes a soft whining noise, trying to wriggle closer to Alucard. ]
[And so he obliges. Hand stroking up and down that thigh, pausing to grab or pinch, putting just a little more pressure there. He doesn't return to Trevor's spine though, not yet. Better to kiss the Belmont with the hunger he wants, and to just be in this particular spot.]
[ The kisses are the kind of overwhelming that he likes, the kind that he first found out that he liked back when they first did this. Forceful and possessive and just a little bit toothy. Good for making him feel wanted and protected. There's a soft sigh between the kisses, breaking into a tiny delighted gasp when a stroke turns into a grab. ]
Trousers're- [ Another kiss, and he practically melts into it, so much that for a moment afterwards he seems to have forgotten what he was saying. Then Alucard's hand pinches again and he finds himself reminded. ] -Going to be a problem soon.
[ His hips twitch at that, and he has to try desperately not to roll them forward against Alucard's hand. He only mostly manages, with just a little pushing into the touch. ]
[Alucard says it like he's shooshing one of the horses. One whose trousers he's unbuttoning. Whose trousers also need to be tugged down just a little, along with the undergarments below.]
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So Alucard readjusts himself. Crosses his legs, and then puts his hands on Trevor's hips to better coax him onto the dhampir's lap.]
Only because you asked. Come here.
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Eventually, after a lot of unnecessary work, he's in Alucard's lap. Once side curled up against his chest. ]
Now kiss.
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He'd be comfortable like this for a time. Trevor is a warm weight against him, and that softness? That demands Alucard be alert. Careful. He can't break the Belmont.
But he can kiss the Belmont, still soft but not threatening to pull away. Fingers still stroking against Trevor's spine.]
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It wouldn't be entirely accurate to describe the sound he makes when Alucard's hand returns to the base of his spine a moan, it's far too quiet and soft for that. It's what a moan would be if almost all the noise was taken from it, with what remains muted against Alucard's lips, leaving only the slow, warm breath of it. He breaks the kiss, and character, for just a moment ]
You're still doing okay? I'm- uh. Likely to not be in a state to check up on you before long.
[ One last check, before he lets himself be lost in this for a while. ]
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[That's a yes. A yes that having to look after Trevor is what he needs in this moment. More than that, it's all the dhampir wants to do.]
How far is comfortable for you?
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[ It feels strange, having the question turned back on him like that. Not bad, just strange. It still feels a little presumptuous to assume that he has a say in the things that happen to him, and so when the other two keep telling him that he does, there's a little bit of mental dissonance, still.
A little while ago, he might have said he had no limits. It seems true enough to him, and it always felt like the correct answer. Like it was what they would want to hear. They've talked since. About how it's actually kind of terrifying for them to hear that. So he thinks, he really does. ]
Not sure. [ It's not a lot better, but he's trying. ] Just- I'll tell you if you go too far. Promise. [ A little better, and it'll have to do. He leans against Alucard's shoulder, stretching his neck to chase one more kiss. ]
Just be nice?
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[Very well to all of that. Which earns Trevor another kiss, this one with a little more pressure. More tenderness, and from where Alucard sits, it feels good to be returning that affection.
Having control over the situation is one part of all of this. The rest is the need to be on high alert for every detail, and that helps to mute any Carmilla that tries to claw it's way through.
The kiss continues. His hand keeps stroking against Trevor's spine, and for a time, that's all the dhampir is interested in doing. Kiss. Gently bite down against Trevor's lower lip. Rub small circles on his back. Repeat.]
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Slowly, his breathing changes to match the rhythm of Alucard’s movements. In as a soft gasp when Alucard’s teeth graze his lip. Out as a sigh with the touch as his back. Soon, his heartbeat slows to match his breath. The world shrinks, to just himself and Alucard and the places where they touch, and his eyes take on that familiar slightly glazed, unfocussed look. ]
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The world is here. Just here. And at some point in the fuzzy way time works, Alucard nudges Trevor gently.]
Doing okay?
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[ It's amazing, how far Alucard's come. He remembers having to be careful not to brush against him, to not even make accidental contact. Now he can lean against his shoulder without much warning and the only possible complication is that he has to make sure he's leaning the good side of his head, not the bad one.
It means that he can just sink into all of this, just allow everything to happen, and not worry. Trust Alucard with himself, rather than fussing over every little thing, to not go further than he's able to. Means he doesn't have to think. It's- nice to have a break from thinking, once in a while. ]
More than- ah- [ okay, this time it is an actual moan. Not a loud one, but he must have moved a little, meaning Alucard's hand is slightly higher up on his back this time. It's not a big difference, but it's a difference and the slight contrast after he'd got used to the way things were suddenly seems massive. ] -More than okay.
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Good.
[He kisses Trevor's forehead, then begins to lean back. It's slow, bringing Trevor along with him, until the vampire is laying flat on the bed with Trevor still atop him.]
I want you to be comfortable.
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[ The world shifts, slowly, until everything is sideways. Everything except Alucard, who is still exactly where he ought to be.
Alucard's legs are no longer structurally integral to this arrangement, and his own aren't bound. So it's probably okay to curl his legs around Alucard's now, right? ]
Really horny sleep, but point stands.
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[Alucard lets one hand be trapped under Trevor, squished between the mattress and the Belmont. Those fingers? Those brush over his shoulder very softly.]
Especially if it's to be horny.
[He lets Trevor just move his legs as he likes. The hand that was on Trevor's lower back slides down, cradling his ass in the lightest way.]
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[ He's trying to be a bit of a shit, but he's too adoring for it to really come through. Being able to do this is precious, so precious.
Then there's a hand on his arse and he smirks. ]
Good start.
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[He keeps his hand on Trevor's ass and squeezes it. That comes with a thoughtful sigh.]
How much do you want me to do?
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[ He takes a moment, frowning in effort, because he's only good at this up until it involves trying to say what he wants. Articulating things he wants is hard. Made harder by the concern that he might voice something that's too much for Alucard right now and that he'll push himself too hard to try to manage it anyway. ]
Kiss me. Like you're hungry.
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He'll explore it in a moment. He first focuses on catching Trevor's lips again, this time with more aggression. He's hungry yes, and his tongue begins to probe into the equation.
The hand on Trevor's ass slides down his under thigh, then up again. Keeps that motion up, just curious to see the effect it has on the Belmont.]
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He has to trust Alucard. It's not difficult for Trevor to trust him with his own wellbeing, that doesn't mean all that much to him. It's difficult to trust Alucard with himself. But he has to try, because that's the only way they're going to be able to move forward.
It's only when Alucard's hand moves for a second or third time that he breaks the kiss to gasp sharply. ]
That. [ He says it against Alucard's lips, face a little more flushed now than it was before. ] More of that.
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[Please is what he's looking for, and Alucard's hands both go still. It's probably as far as he should take it though. The Trevor in his arms? That Trevor is a total mess of soft, round, fuzziness and to do much more is to take advantage of an overly vulnerable state.
As if to emphasize the point, Alucard's next kiss is to Trevor's forehead, as soft as it's always been.]
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[ At this point it's hard to tell if he's just being a shit or if he genuinely hasn't caught on. But the mystery doesn't last for long. He makes a soft whining noise, trying to wriggle closer to Alucard. ]
Please. More, please.
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[And so he obliges. Hand stroking up and down that thigh, pausing to grab or pinch, putting just a little more pressure there. He doesn't return to Trevor's spine though, not yet. Better to kiss the Belmont with the hunger he wants, and to just be in this particular spot.]
Good Belmont.
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Trousers're- [ Another kiss, and he practically melts into it, so much that for a moment afterwards he seems to have forgotten what he was saying. Then Alucard's hand pinches again and he finds himself reminded. ] -Going to be a problem soon.
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[Alucard's hand doesn't go still. It just moves to the front of Trevor, moving from inside of his thigh up to his groin. No further.]
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[Alucard says it like he's shooshing one of the horses. One whose trousers he's unbuttoning. Whose trousers also need to be tugged down just a little, along with the undergarments below.]
There. That's a good Belmont.
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