[She is. Sypha doesn't like letting that side show much, which makes it so much more precious in the moments that she does. But right now isn't about Sypha, and Alucard knows it. Knows it as he feels his own heartbeat start to speed.
He's less edgy about the neck than Sypha is. If Trevor was ever going to take advantage of feeding from there, he'd had done it by now with one or both of them. A kiss is a kiss, and it's so impossibly tender.
With a hand moving to his leg, Alucard extends the one being stroked, uncoiling slowly from around Trevor.]
Yes.
[He nearly whispers it. He could be in a confession booth for how soft and delicate the word is, like it's a profane thing for him to have and he relishes it.]
[ There’s no need to continue that. Alucard knows. One kiss, quick and light. Then another, no more than the first. A soft bite, only with his blunter front teeth, and then kisses and licks to soothe it. He continues to stroke the back of his leg. ]
[Alucard's breathless when blunt teeth graze his neck. There's no tension at the pressure, and a low, happy hum as an all too talented tongue soothes over the spot. Alucard knows Trevor can track his heartbeat like this. That it's all too obvious that every inch of Alucard is lost in this moment.]
[ Maybe later, he'll ask Alucard what they can use to make caps or some sort to put over his fangs, to blunt them in moments like these so that he has to be less aware of their position at all times. So he can poke them harmlessly against his neck to tease. Right now, he knows that that would be a little much even if he's careful.
He can feel Alucard's heart racing, feel it speed and slow with his actions, and that's enchanting. He takes his time, spoiling the side of his neck with attention, never quite letting it get to be truly overwhelming, and until he squeezes the back of his thigh. ]
[There's a low and happy hum that vibrates against Alucard's throat the more and more Trevor's teeth graze against his neck. It's nearly cat-like, and it comes with Alucard's fingers moving up and down his shoulders. All solid muscle and non-scarred skin.]
You have to come with me.
[He's a little dazed. In a good way, and enough to realize he hasn't made the best bad joke.
[ He stands, guiding Alucard back, then follows him to lie down next to him on the bed. Being fully dressed probably isn't sustainable for much longer for either of them, but he likes it for now. ]
Now. What should I do with you?
[ A kiss might be a good start. It's what he does, quick enough to make it clear that the question wasn't rhetorical. ]
[Alucard's hair fans out behind him, a wave of glorious gold that stands in contrast against the sheets. His face is flushed, and oh, there are such wonderful bruises starting to form on his neck from all of Trevor's hard work.
That kiss? That isn't enough. Alucard's hand grabs onto the fabric of Trevor's shirt, tugging with more than just a little neediness.]
Kiss me.
[He had been hesitant with kissing for a very long time. It was a potential distraction in his experience.]
[ He's gentle at first, letting Alucard dictate the force of the kiss by pulling him in. He has to be careful with the humans, lest the phrase i>crushing intensity become a little more literal than is ideal. But by the time he breaks the kiss it is still a very apt phrase. They've done this enough now for him to know that with this much pressure, Alucard's lips will be just slightly swollen when he pulls away. A little more sensitive, probably, to even smaller, softer kisses.
It's hard not to appreciate the way that their bodies are never static. They flush more easily than him. They bruise. It's terrifying sometimes, but there's a thrill to it as well. If he's careful, it can be just another way of responding to touch.
His tongue touches Alucard's softly, even as his lips press hard against his. Asking permission. ]
[He does. And for all that Trevor clearly has plans for the evening, it is so very nice to have a few moments of control. Both of his arms wrap around Trevor, making sure he's close. Sharing his warmth with the dhampir, because he always runs so cold.
Somewhere in all of this, Alucard's legs entangle with Trevors to hold him closer. Then Trevor's tongue brushes over his, and the question becomes obvious.
The yes is whispered against Trevor's lips, and Alucard's mouth opens with a practiced slowness to make everything just that much more. It's probably no secret that he could just be like this forever. The two of them, soft and tangled up, kissing and content.]
[ His tongue strokes over Alucard's, exploring just a little. Mapping out a warm mouth and blunt teeth. His hands do likewise, stroking over Alucard's body. Up his sides, along his back, over his hips and thighs. ]
Every last fucking part of you is so lovely. How am I meant to choose?
[ The breathlessness when he breaks away from the kiss lends his voice a new quality, low and conspiratorial. The kind of thing that he might attempt to imitate if he were deliberately trying to be sultry and fail. It's a rhetorical question. Because he isn't meant to choose. Alucard is. ]
Tell me where I should touch, to make you feel good.
[Alucard's tongue responds in kind, moving no faster than Trevor's. Letting it explore, wanting it to. All of it is want right now, with no fear hiding behind it. The feeling is divine, and already his body is singing because of it.
He should make some kind of remark about how Trevor had this all planned, didn't he? But Alucard doesn't. There's nothing more than a sigh of contentment as his hands come to rest on either side of Trevor's neck, then down his shoulders.]
My chest. You can always lean up and kiss my lips if you're there.
That? [ He kisses Alucard. It's quick, experimental, trying to get a sense for how much the previous kiss has bruised his lips. How sensitive they'll be to more. ] Is an excellent point.
[ And then, he moves downward.
He doesn't remove Alucard's shirt, just pulls it upward. Just enough to reveal the lower few far-too-visible ribs at first, so that he can kiss each one. Nudging the shirt up further with his lips as he goes. With it gone, there's nothing keeping his stubble from grazing over Alucard's ribs. ]
You got bony again, didn't you? [ It's the wrong time to be critical, though, and so instead he moves back down for a moment. Another kiss over each rib. A short pause to bury his face in Alucard's torso, chuckling in delight. ] Still lovely. Just wish there were more of you.
I know. [He's soft instead of smug when he says it. That and the little hiss shows how far gone and how gently bruised he is. He's not overloaded. Just sensitive enough. Just delighted enough.
His hands go for Trevor's hair automatically once he moves downward. Instinct. Needing to hold onto something and knowing the sheets are a poor substitute. As warm and lovely as they are, Trevor's fine hair and slowly warming body are much more important.
Early on, he'd go still when Trevor kissed at his lower chest. It was a reminder of circumstances, and Alucard was certain that it made Trevor worry and killed the mood. Now? Now they can comment on it and nothing more, and--
--Oh. The moment Trevor's face just mushes into him, Alucard's gone. He doesn't know why beyond how affectionate Trevor's words are. How wonderful they are to hear. How it's just another version of I love you from the dhampir's lips.]
Easier for you to envelope.
[Because he loves that too. Trevor wrapped around him entirely, holding him. Saying stupid shit like this and meaning every word.
[ The words are muffled slightly by Alucard’s skin. Slowly, he raises his head, leaving a trail of kisses and stubble-scratching as he does. It’s taking him a while to reach his destination, with him letting himself get distracted like this along the way.
But that’s fine. Slow and meandering and adoring is the point of this. And so when he finally pulls the shirt up as far as he can, so it’s bunched up at his collarbone, the first thing he does it bury his face in his chest again. Maybe there’ll never be as much give there as there ought to be. Maybe it’ll always be all hard bone and sharp angles. It’s still the most comfortable place in the world. ]
Mmph.
[ He’ll go back to words in a moment or so. For now, just muffled sounds of joy and the occasional tiny kiss. ]
[There's a soft laugh, and oh. It's really the chin stubble that makes it. Adds texture to kiss after kiss, and all Alucard can do is lie back and take in every wonderful moment. That he can? That there's no paranoia to go with it?
That's an awful lot, and he starts to drift, awash in affection. Even when fabric gets all bunched up in one spot. Even when there's a face against all that hard bone.
Nimble fingers thread through Trevor's hair. Trevor can't see it at the moment, but there is such a happy smile on Alucard's face. Small and thin but radiating.
[ It's a little funny, now Alucard's hands always find their way back to his hair. How it always feels correct when they do, as if they're always meant to be there and things have just been temporarily wrong. There wasn't really any particular tension in his body in the first place, but he still relaxes visibly when fingertips brush over his scalp. ]
Never really thought I was lucky before, but here we are. [ He brushes his lips over a nipple, with no shirt in the way this time, rolling the other softly between a finger and thumb. ] Here you are, with me.
[ Is he going a little over the top with being sappy? Absolutely. Does he mean every word? Also absolutely. ]
[He doesn't like sitting idle. It's a truth that has long since been born out with how he fidgets in seats if there's nothing else happening. How he has to look around a room they're in twice when they're beyond the estate. All these little things that are born of instinct and too many years alone. So his hands in Trevor's hair? It's the kindest, softest way to avoid being idle.
There's a little noise of agreement with luck, and Alucard angles his head down just in time to watch Trevor kiss that nipple. The mmmmm that comes out is halfway between whimper and nose of delight, and he really, really can't help that his hips threaten to roll forward.]
You always were. [He survived being turned into a dhampir, after all.] It's just a different manifestation.
[ He stops talking for a little while, all the better to lavish attention on Alucard’s chest. Kisses and licks, because he has to hear more of that wonderful, wonderful noise. And the occasional little pinch or brush of teeth, probably not an effective deterrent, when Alucard’s hips threaten to move. ]
I’m so glad that you found me. That you chose me. That you come back here, every time. [ He says eventually, lifting his head to kiss Alucard’s mouth before lowering it to his chest again. ] That you let me try to make it worth your while.
[I do too. But it's a sentiment better expressed with all the soft noises Trevor's intent on hearing, and oh. It's there, intermitten and mixed with sighs that would be better off coming from a swooning maiden, not a scrawny alchemist being kissed stupid by (in his estimation) a far more attractive dhampir.
His hips threaten only at the pressure. They're good and still and patient otherwise, knowing that there's a time for them and it isn't yet.
Alucard's return kiss involved nipping just a little at Trevor's lips. Enough to try and keep him there for just a moment more.]
I do. [ And it feels a little silly to say it in so many words, but- ] I love you.
[ He brings his hand downward again. Over ribs and hips, catching the waistband of Alucard’s trousers with his fingertips. He licks his lips absentmindedly as he does, being about as subtle about his plans for the near future as he has been about anything else so far. ]
[He's smiling already, but it grows so much warmer for those words. They could end here and now, and he'd be the happiest creature in the house for a month.
His hips wiggle a little as Trevor's hand winds it's way down.]
I'm wonderful. But could we get rid of my shirt now, please?
[ He peels himself away from Alucard only a little reluctantly, pushing himself up from the bed so he can sit down on it instead of flopping forward over it. It's only a little awkward to pull Alucard's shirt out from underneath him without lifting him, with most of the work going into making sure not to catch his hair.
And then he just stares for a while. Stares at Alucard, his hair fanned out around him. At the little bruises and flushes that his attention has left him with. At the map of bones and scars and a thousand individual things that he hates that Alucard has had to endure, but that somehow lead to a whole that he adores. ]
Have I told you how lovely you are lately? [ Literally like five minutes ago, Trevor. There's a laugh in his voice. He knows how silly and repetitive he's being. ] Going to have to learn a new language. I've run out of words for it in this one.
[Alucard makes every effort to help with removing his shirt. He arcs and twists and then laughs when it seems like Trevor's attempts are failing but...there. They've figured it out, and his hair is as perfect as it could ever be.
When Trevor stares, Alucard reaches out. Puts one hand on Trevor's forearm and strokes up and down. It's there. He's being gentle. And Alucard doesn't know how else to make it clear how happy he is.]
[ He will. Forever. He’ll be old and grey and Trevor will still be here, hair still dark and beard still not grown. Still telling him. He just keeps staring down, smiling. ]
I’ll keep telling you, you know. Until it’s the only thing you know. Until you hear it in your dreams every night. Until even when you leave you can’t forget it for a moment, and you can’t think of anything else but what I’ll do to you when you come home.
[Alucard's hands slide out of Trevor's hair. Settle on either side of his face and just holds him there. Memorizing every inch of Trevor's face, and in turn, letting something blossom on his own. It's happiness, real and true and unadulterated, beaming out of every inch of the alchemist.]
I want it to be the only thing I know.
[He'd sooner forget life before this. Truly he would. And all of Trevor's words? Those feel like a promise. One that Alucard seals by bringing Trevor's face closer to his, and kissing the dhampir.]
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[She is. Sypha doesn't like letting that side show much, which makes it so much more precious in the moments that she does. But right now isn't about Sypha, and Alucard knows it. Knows it as he feels his own heartbeat start to speed.
He's less edgy about the neck than Sypha is. If Trevor was ever going to take advantage of feeding from there, he'd had done it by now with one or both of them. A kiss is a kiss, and it's so impossibly tender.
With a hand moving to his leg, Alucard extends the one being stroked, uncoiling slowly from around Trevor.]
Yes.
[He nearly whispers it. He could be in a confession booth for how soft and delicate the word is, like it's a profane thing for him to have and he relishes it.]
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[ There’s no need to continue that. Alucard knows. One kiss, quick and light. Then another, no more than the first. A soft bite, only with his blunter front teeth, and then kisses and licks to soothe it. He continues to stroke the back of his leg. ]
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[Alucard's breathless when blunt teeth graze his neck. There's no tension at the pressure, and a low, happy hum as an all too talented tongue soothes over the spot. Alucard knows Trevor can track his heartbeat like this. That it's all too obvious that every inch of Alucard is lost in this moment.]
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He can feel Alucard's heart racing, feel it speed and slow with his actions, and that's enchanting. He takes his time, spoiling the side of his neck with attention, never quite letting it get to be truly overwhelming, and until he squeezes the back of his thigh. ]
Lie back for me?
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You have to come with me.
[He's a little dazed. In a good way, and enough to realize he hasn't made the best bad joke.
Slowly, so slowly, Alucard starts to lie back.]
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[ He stands, guiding Alucard back, then follows him to lie down next to him on the bed. Being fully dressed probably isn't sustainable for much longer for either of them, but he likes it for now. ]
Now. What should I do with you?
[ A kiss might be a good start. It's what he does, quick enough to make it clear that the question wasn't rhetorical. ]
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That kiss? That isn't enough. Alucard's hand grabs onto the fabric of Trevor's shirt, tugging with more than just a little neediness.]
Kiss me.
[He had been hesitant with kissing for a very long time. It was a potential distraction in his experience.]
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[ He's gentle at first, letting Alucard dictate the force of the kiss by pulling him in. He has to be careful with the humans, lest the phrase i>crushing intensity become a little more literal than is ideal. But by the time he breaks the kiss it is still a very apt phrase. They've done this enough now for him to know that with this much pressure, Alucard's lips will be just slightly swollen when he pulls away. A little more sensitive, probably, to even smaller, softer kisses.
It's hard not to appreciate the way that their bodies are never static. They flush more easily than him. They bruise. It's terrifying sometimes, but there's a thrill to it as well. If he's careful, it can be just another way of responding to touch.
His tongue touches Alucard's softly, even as his lips press hard against his. Asking permission. ]
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Somewhere in all of this, Alucard's legs entangle with Trevors to hold him closer. Then Trevor's tongue brushes over his, and the question becomes obvious.
The yes is whispered against Trevor's lips, and Alucard's mouth opens with a practiced slowness to make everything just that much more. It's probably no secret that he could just be like this forever. The two of them, soft and tangled up, kissing and content.]
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Every last fucking part of you is so lovely. How am I meant to choose?
[ The breathlessness when he breaks away from the kiss lends his voice a new quality, low and conspiratorial. The kind of thing that he might attempt to imitate if he were deliberately trying to be sultry and fail. It's a rhetorical question. Because he isn't meant to choose. Alucard is. ]
Tell me where I should touch, to make you feel good.
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He should make some kind of remark about how Trevor had this all planned, didn't he? But Alucard doesn't. There's nothing more than a sigh of contentment as his hands come to rest on either side of Trevor's neck, then down his shoulders.]
My chest. You can always lean up and kiss my lips if you're there.
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[ And then, he moves downward.
He doesn't remove Alucard's shirt, just pulls it upward. Just enough to reveal the lower few far-too-visible ribs at first, so that he can kiss each one. Nudging the shirt up further with his lips as he goes. With it gone, there's nothing keeping his stubble from grazing over Alucard's ribs. ]
You got bony again, didn't you? [ It's the wrong time to be critical, though, and so instead he moves back down for a moment. Another kiss over each rib. A short pause to bury his face in Alucard's torso, chuckling in delight. ] Still lovely. Just wish there were more of you.
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His hands go for Trevor's hair automatically once he moves downward. Instinct. Needing to hold onto something and knowing the sheets are a poor substitute. As warm and lovely as they are, Trevor's fine hair and slowly warming body are much more important.
Early on, he'd go still when Trevor kissed at his lower chest. It was a reminder of circumstances, and Alucard was certain that it made Trevor worry and killed the mood. Now? Now they can comment on it and nothing more, and--
--Oh. The moment Trevor's face just mushes into him, Alucard's gone. He doesn't know why beyond how affectionate Trevor's words are. How wonderful they are to hear. How it's just another version of I love you from the dhampir's lips.]
Easier for you to envelope.
[Because he loves that too. Trevor wrapped around him entirely, holding him. Saying stupid shit like this and meaning every word.
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[ The words are muffled slightly by Alucard’s skin. Slowly, he raises his head, leaving a trail of kisses and stubble-scratching as he does. It’s taking him a while to reach his destination, with him letting himself get distracted like this along the way.
But that’s fine. Slow and meandering and adoring is the point of this. And so when he finally pulls the shirt up as far as he can, so it’s bunched up at his collarbone, the first thing he does it bury his face in his chest again. Maybe there’ll never be as much give there as there ought to be. Maybe it’ll always be all hard bone and sharp angles. It’s still the most comfortable place in the world. ]
Mmph.
[ He’ll go back to words in a moment or so. For now, just muffled sounds of joy and the occasional tiny kiss. ]
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[There's a soft laugh, and oh. It's really the chin stubble that makes it. Adds texture to kiss after kiss, and all Alucard can do is lie back and take in every wonderful moment. That he can? That there's no paranoia to go with it?
That's an awful lot, and he starts to drift, awash in affection. Even when fabric gets all bunched up in one spot. Even when there's a face against all that hard bone.
Nimble fingers thread through Trevor's hair. Trevor can't see it at the moment, but there is such a happy smile on Alucard's face. Small and thin but radiating.
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Never really thought I was lucky before, but here we are. [ He brushes his lips over a nipple, with no shirt in the way this time, rolling the other softly between a finger and thumb. ] Here you are, with me.
[ Is he going a little over the top with being sappy? Absolutely. Does he mean every word? Also absolutely. ]
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There's a little noise of agreement with luck, and Alucard angles his head down just in time to watch Trevor kiss that nipple. The mmmmm that comes out is halfway between whimper and nose of delight, and he really, really can't help that his hips threaten to roll forward.]
You always were. [He survived being turned into a dhampir, after all.] It's just a different manifestation.
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[ He stops talking for a little while, all the better to lavish attention on Alucard’s chest. Kisses and licks, because he has to hear more of that wonderful, wonderful noise. And the occasional little pinch or brush of teeth, probably not an effective deterrent, when Alucard’s hips threaten to move. ]
I’m so glad that you found me. That you chose me. That you come back here, every time. [ He says eventually, lifting his head to kiss Alucard’s mouth before lowering it to his chest again. ] That you let me try to make it worth your while.
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His hips threaten only at the pressure. They're good and still and patient otherwise, knowing that there's a time for them and it isn't yet.
Alucard's return kiss involved nipping just a little at Trevor's lips. Enough to try and keep him there for just a moment more.]
You do. Every time. Because you love me.
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[ He brings his hand downward again. Over ribs and hips, catching the waistband of Alucard’s trousers with his fingertips. He licks his lips absentmindedly as he does, being about as subtle about his plans for the near future as he has been about anything else so far. ]
You’re doing okay? Not too much teasing?
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His hips wiggle a little as Trevor's hand winds it's way down.]
I'm wonderful. But could we get rid of my shirt now, please?
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[ He peels himself away from Alucard only a little reluctantly, pushing himself up from the bed so he can sit down on it instead of flopping forward over it. It's only a little awkward to pull Alucard's shirt out from underneath him without lifting him, with most of the work going into making sure not to catch his hair.
And then he just stares for a while. Stares at Alucard, his hair fanned out around him. At the little bruises and flushes that his attention has left him with. At the map of bones and scars and a thousand individual things that he hates that Alucard has had to endure, but that somehow lead to a whole that he adores. ]
Have I told you how lovely you are lately? [ Literally like five minutes ago, Trevor. There's a laugh in his voice. He knows how silly and repetitive he's being. ] Going to have to learn a new language. I've run out of words for it in this one.
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When Trevor stares, Alucard reaches out. Puts one hand on Trevor's forearm and strokes up and down. It's there. He's being gentle. And Alucard doesn't know how else to make it clear how happy he is.]
I could stand to hear it a few more times.
[it's nice, being told it.]
I could listen to it forever.
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[ He will. Forever. He’ll be old and grey and Trevor will still be here, hair still dark and beard still not grown. Still telling him. He just keeps staring down, smiling. ]
I’ll keep telling you, you know. Until it’s the only thing you know. Until you hear it in your dreams every night. Until even when you leave you can’t forget it for a moment, and you can’t think of anything else but what I’ll do to you when you come home.
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I want it to be the only thing I know.
[He'd sooner forget life before this. Truly he would. And all of Trevor's words? Those feel like a promise. One that Alucard seals by bringing Trevor's face closer to his, and kissing the dhampir.]
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