[ When Alucard rises to sit up, Trevor chooses to still lay there on the bed, hand still held out, though not as a means for anything other than just having it there. For now.

But Alucard asks that question and suddenly, Trevor doesn't have a fucking clue what to say or even what he wants say and so he just lays there and feels himself grow mild frustrated, mostly with himself. He just needs to go and fucking say it, doesn't he? This would be easier if Alucard were asleep because then he could just... hold his hand or something, just lay close to him and see if the blond's presence really is enough to calm his racing mind. Sounds like a load of shit to him but he doesn't see why Berserker would lie to him. Considering what his bonded is to him and all.

Sighing, he rubs a hand down his face then. ]

Look, there's really no easy way for me to say this but... I'm feeling, I don't know, restless and being close with the one you're bonded to is supposed to help ease that a bit or something. I don't know. Just forget it.