[ Stop looking at him Alucard, he can feel your gaze on him. ]

I... still care about you? Just... I don't know what else I feel.

[ To which he finally just SIGHS because, like with everything when it comes to these things, he's just absolute SHIT at trying to explain it. So, pushing himself away from the door, he throws his hands up some and paces a bit, speckles of red gently touching at the corners of his eyes to show his frustration. ]

I don't know! Everything feels different. I don't feel as much about things like I used to. Like nothing matters anymore.