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[ALUCARD DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE CORRECT FORM OF ADDRESS IS FOR HIM SHUT UP TREVOR]

And I assume that other efforts to find literally anyone has failed?

[Not being an ass about this is getting harder....]

I don't know. I think he's afraid to feel something for someone and lose them. I get it. I've been there myself. Before you and Sypha, I didn't want anyone around me because everyone just dies.

I know you're not fond of him and I understand your reasons for it. But people can also change, Alucard. There's no Dracula or army here. I gave you a chance.

We're allowed to be afraid. And do you think I haven't felt the same when I realized what circumstance demanded of me? There was a reason my plan was to go back and sleep under Gresit before you gave me the Hold. I can respect your efforts for extending a hand and empathy to someone else in a relatable position. I'm sure that the correct opportunity will present itself.

That said, tere's a lot I can forgive. Helping commit genocide in the name of my mother isn't one of them.

I can't turn my back on someone who needs my help. I mean. I can and have. But I don't want to anymore. If I have the strength and mean to protect those who can't, then I want to. I guess I'm still a Belmont in that regard.

I know. Just don't let it become an uncontrollable hate. You're better than that.

And I will continue to respect that. There must be another means of outreach.

We keep our distance from each other and don't interact. It's a peaceful co-existence, and that's all I can ask for.

But I can feel you moping.

--I think I'm allowed.

Do you want some company?

I'll ride this out. It's inappropriate for me to make this about my feelings when you only asked a question.

Considering what we are, I thought it was better to tell you instead of keep it to myself.

I really do appreciate that.

Anyways like I said, I'm not looking to run out and do it. I wanted to know what would happen.

You're a strategist. I trust you to find another way, since you're now armed with more knowledge.

Yes I am. I even helped someone who needed advice on dating two people at the same time.

....Was it listened to?

Maybe?

Either way, good.

<3.

Just, you know, doing my job.

Good job.

Want to join us in bed tonight?

Only if you don't mind me bringing a snack.

Not.. a person.

But an actual snack. To be shared.

Sounds good~

May I ask about what the snack is, or is it a surprise?

Edited 2020-06-15 01:04 (UTC)

Chocolate covered strawberries.

That sounds absolutely wonderful.

I was hoping you'd like it.

See you in a few hours.

Should I get wine to go with it?

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