[The coffin lid shuts when the door shuts behind Trevor and Sypha. Alucard unsticks himself from the side, his heart slowing down by just a hair. He is so tired. He's going to regret this. Really drive them away and--
--and even this much has left him exhausted. Exhausted and encased in the safest part of the castle, where if nothing else, he's safe for one more day. Or night. Whatever it is. All Alucard knows is that sleep claims him and holds him fast.
He's learned that dreams don't enter the coffin's space. It is the first time he hasn't had dreams in months and it still feels so good. So safe. A place where his own head can't get to him, and that's all thanks to his father's careful spellwork and disdain for humanity.
Maybe that'll come through in the next few days. Then they'll leave and he can stay in that coffin until otherwise demanded to emerge. Some stubborness can be defeated, if things have well and truly changed.
Alucard honors the agreement though. Tomorrow comes, and with the setting sun, he finds his way to the kitchen. He's found a clean shirt and trousers for good measure, but that's it. When he walks in, there's no eye contact. He looks only ever ahead, because to have his face downward is far worse.]
As agreed.
[His voice is thick and heavy. It showed some yesterday, but he's not used to talking these days.]
[Trevor's the one who cuts the bodies down the next morning. Sypha burns them, well away from the castle's walls and the well-used footpaths to and from the river. Their faces are mostly gone even before she touches flame to their hair - pecked away by crows and buzzards, most likely. Yet Sypha can't help but notice the razor sharp incisions nearly bisecting their necks. The edges of the cuts have barely gone ragged at all, despite the rot that's set in elsewhere.
Later, after they've gone inside and washed up, Sypha speaks up against the voice inside that whispers to let it be.] You saw the wounds? If no one else was ever here...
[Trevor grunts and prods at some salt pork and onions sizzling in a pan] "Sure that's a scab you want to pick at, Sypha? Might not like the answer."
[Her stomach gives a sour twist as she digs through the cabinets for cups and plates. How much ugly truth can she stomach in a month's time? Yet, the Alucard she's sure she knew was a gentle soul at heart. She'd not be surprised that he'd defended himself to the death, but to stake out the bodies like that...
The meal's just about finished when Alucard appears, silent and present as a wraith. Sypha tries to catch his eye, the smile falling from her face when he refuses to interact beyond simply being there. She takes a breath and tries to reach for something still and steady within herself.] As agreed, thank you. Hungry?
[That's the nice thing about the coffin, it takes care of important things like that.
He doesn't move to sit. He doesn't meet their eyes. In truth, he doesn't do much of anything beyond exist in their general vicinity, certain that he no longer ought to be a part of their lives. To resort so quickly to his father's ways when threatened with his life, that is unforgiveable. That much he knows for sure.
An awkward, horrible thing, that's what he is. Staring at the floor, wanting to crawl out of his own skin rather than interact with what used to be the two most important people in the world. They still are, but oh. He doesn't deserve them now.]
[Good thing they'd mostly finished with their meal, or they'd be stuck marinating in this agonizing awkwardness until sunrise. Sypha tips her dirty dish into the washbasin and studies her boys a moment longer.
Alucard stares fixedly away, but Trevor shoots her a look that she'd call 'imploring' on anyone else. On him, it's like a slightly sadder kind of constipation. She takes a fortifying breath.]
I know you asked for quiet, and I want to respect that, but does that mean you don't want us to talk to you at all? You have met me.
[The concept of losing one's words is so alien, Sypha physically can't help the bemused way her head quirks to the side. She doesn't quite understand the way Trevor's expression flattens into something like comprehension, either, but she's relieved one of them gets what's going on.]
That's all right. [It's really not!! Nothing about this is 'right' at all, but the tension in the kitchen could snap at any moment if pushed.] I only asked because you were right, we do need to do some research, and I thought you might like to come with us? Trevor's going to the Hold, but I found some interesting leads in the castle's library while looking up that locator spell.
[This is the first Trevor's hearing about poking around in the Hold, but he nods agreement anyway. They won't necessarily cover more ground if they divide and conquer, but perhaps Alucard will be more comfortable with either of them one-on-one, instead of perceiving them as an opposed and united front.]
[A Speaker being okay with a lack of language is the biggest lie Alucard's ever heard. But he also registers on some level that it's Sypha making a real attempt to meet him where he's standing right now. Wherever that is and--
--he has no real opportunity to slip off alone, does he? The only thing he actually wants to do, and the absolutely impossible thing. It hurts to not be able to do that, but Alucard knows better than to let it show.
Divide and conquer. It's a little safer than together and conquer, isn't it?
So long as there's a door nearby that's open. That will have to do. Play along for a little while and trust that they'll depart soon.]
If you insist.
[She will. Sypha is still a force of nature and always will be.]
I'll show you how to search the collection, then let you work.
Excellent! [Sypha claps her hands together and abandons the dishes utterly. Trevor shoots them the despairing look of a man too often left with dish-duty, which Sypha ruthlessly ignores.
On reflex, she reaches out to take Alucard's arm in her hands, but remembers his wounded behavior in the coffin and snatches them back at the last moment. If only she still had her voluminous sleeves; they were a pain in the ass to keep clean, but they hid her fidgeting beautifully.] Let's be off then, shall we? I, ah, may have left things a little disorderly yesterday.
[That tone is wary, but without all the other wariness he has worn so openly since the other two arrived.
It's impossible for Alucard to not notice the reflex. He notices all their movements now, and that Sypha is making a genuine attempt to dial back her instincts? He wants to be comforted by it. But all it does instead is raise further alarm bells.]
Just slightly! [She holds her thumb and forefinger up to her eye, an inch or so apart. The alarm on Alucard's face is a huge improvement from the slack mask he's worn up til now. It reminds her of the way he'd looked at her when he asked where she'd transported the Castle.
Ah, better days.
This particular kitchen isn't too far from the library - it occupies the same wing, anyway, which is exactly what Sypha would have chosen for herself if she'd been the one tasked with protecting this trove. Alucard's footsteps are, as always, silent, while her own shoes tap tap tap rapidly alongside.]
Hmmm, a night and most of the next day, I think. It's hard to tell with the curtains permanently drawn, you know?
[Slightly, she claims, and Alucard doesn't believe her for a second. He frowns at the claim.
Frowns and then starts to move to the library, debating the wisdom of just floating rather than walking. It is tempting, but not inclined to happen now.]
Those windows are as tall as six of me, Alucard. [This is a simple observation, not an invitation to make a short joke at her expense. That much fabric is heavy, and she'd been in a hurry!
Everything in Dracula's castle tends towards grandeur. If it wasn't so well designed and constructed, the place would be a nightmare to try and manipulate. But the massive library doors open as easily as the coffin lid had yesterday, and the endless rows of bookshelves are well in order. It occurs to her then, as it hadn't before, that Alucard must have returned it to order early on.]
Mmm...I can't recall. I was a little preoccupied. I thought--well, we thought--that you'd been abducted or...something.
[Her current theories are even wilder. Those red marks on his neck, chest, and wrists? What caused them? Had he been so badly injured that he'd needed to drag himself into a coffin, as he had once before? It kills her not to have all the answers at her fingertips! Sypha curls her hands into fists and plants them on her hips.] And there are just so many, I started to take a sampling from every third shelf to try and direct my search!
Alucard quietly trails into the library, looking over his little book kingdom. It looks fairly orderly, but--
--then Sypha explains herself, and there's a very heavy sigh. There are too many third shelves in the library to even begin to deal with that, and so Alucard decides not to even try. He instead takes a sharp right towards a small cabinet of drawers.]
This is the search mechanism. What is it you were looking for the other day? I'll show you how it works on that.
[He's only focused on the practical at the moment. Directing searches and information. Never asking after the other two, never inviting Sypha to question him.]
[Take the time to float up and fix the curtains when they thought their friend could be dead, or dying, in need of their help? Does he think so little of her, or of himself?
She steps up at his elbow to study the mechanism, which looks like nothing so much as an apothecary's cabinet.] Location spells. This one, specifically.
[Sypha cups her hands into a lattice of fingers and thinks of Trevor, summons the feelings he stirs in her chest into her palms, and lets them pool in a gleaming sphere. That flick-twist gesture splits it into a skein of thread, which zips back out the door.
From down the hall, a dish crashes, and a faint voice yelps "HEY!"]
Very handy. I'm sure it will come in useful in the future!
[Alucard watches the spell. He tries not to smile a little at the flick causes Trevor to make moments later.]
Location spells. Right.
[To the cabinet, he opens one small drawer. What happens next is an elaborate unfolding. All spinning polished gears and whirring, a miniature sort of castle engine. But what comes next is a representation of the library in miniature, each book accounted for.]
You say what you're looking for, and the books highlight themselves.
[To the mechanism, he speaks:]
Location spells.
[Five books glow softly. Alucard takes one out, and the title shows clearly.]
[Sypha loves magic. She loves it with the fierce rush of a child watching birds take flight, or a hiker reaching the perfect overlook. But sometimes, fuck, magic is ridiculous and over the top and she's forced to sympathize with Trevor's sour eye-rolls.]
How is anyone supposed to figure that? You just speak what you want and the dollhouse comes to life? It's like-
[Her eyes and mouth widen into perfect circles all at once.] Oh. OH! It's just a modification of the same theory behind the mirrors, isn't it? That's so clever! Fussy and over the top, of course, but extremely clever.
[She leans in for a closer look, her shoulder bumping Alucard's elbow in her thoughtless, curious rush.]
You aren't supposed to figure it out, you're supposed to already know.
[Dracula is paranoid. Or was, duh. Alucard knows better, but--
--well, now she's intrigued. There's the joy of Sypha starting to roll off, and when she brushes against Alucard's shoulder, he freezes just a little.]
[No surprise to hear that Dracula was a gatekeeping elitist. She wonders how he'd feel about her grubby Speaker fingers all over his magic library, and has to bite down a vindictive smile.
She must not manage to conceal it entirely, if Alucard's asking her if she wants to be left alone with the books. Normally that would sound like a tease, but the last few days have been anything but normal. As she straightens up, Sypha notices how closely she's drifted toward him, and how stiffly he's holding himself. She turns to face him, pivoting her side away from close contact.]
I'd hoped you might stay. I'll be quiet! There's so much work to do. I...admit that when we decided to come back to the Castle, I'd hoped you could help me with the research part, but, well, I think perhaps neither of us should be alone right now.
Alucard hates that response. Then he hates himself for hating that response, because he shouldn't. In any other place, at any other time, he'd be so happy for it. Find so much joy in exploring the literary depths with Sypha but no. He's on edge constantly.
Trevor has his own homework right now. [She folds her arms, realizes how angry and stiff that makes her look, and quickly unfolds them again. Why does she seem to have so many extraneous limbs all of a sudden?]
Just...pick something to read. For fun! I'll be in the stacks. You won't even know I'm here.
[The words ring hollow. He look around, and just grabs whatever book is closest from the shelf.
Sufi writing. Good. That'll do, because mysticism is at least distracting from the current world.
But what he does next says everything. He sits next to the door rather than on any of the sofas. Ass square on the floor, all cold stone. He settles there, opening the book on his lap.]
Let me know if you need help finding something then.
[Ice unfurls through Sypha's veins as Alucard makes his statement. She bites her lip and breathes deep against the urge to grab him by the shoulders and shake. He'd said he couldn't speak of it, so shouting in his face will get her nowhere.
Probably. She's not completely discounting the option. More like filing it as Plan K.]
All right. [So saying, she refocuses on the miniature library and announces:] Infinite Corridors. Please.
[Only three volumes light up, no surprise that it's a little more esoteric than locator spells. Sypha scribbles the locations down on her hand and hurries to retrieve them. Two of the books are alarmingly slim, but the third is downright chunky. She totes all three back to the main study.
Bypassing the desks and armchairs entirely, Sypha marches over to the doors and sits her own bony ass down beside Alucard. The stone is cold and unforgiving, but she's had worse. Legs crossed tailor-style, she cracks the first volume open (literally - it is not in good condition. Apparently the death of the castle's mechanism also disrupted whatever spells Dracula had placed against humidity and bugs. That wouldn't do) and begins leafing through the brittle pages.]
[Even from his spot by the door, Alucard can hear Sypha's request. It's....not what he expected. At all. Infinite Corridors?
It has his attention. So from the pages of his book, his eyes move up every so often, watching Sypha's research. Her retrieval of the books and--
--ah. The old place really does need some spells refreshed, doesn't it? That gets a mental note of to fix in Alucard's head. But nothing else. Surely she'll go find a sofa.
But she doesn't. Of course she doesn't, and Alucard frowns.]
I might say the same to you. [This is her 'I'm a Speaker and I Know More Than You' voice, Alucard, in case you forgot what it sounded like. Her eyebrows are perfect arches and, even though she's looking down at the book in her lap, she somehow gives the impression of tilting her nose up at all this nonsense.
Honestly, they could just discuss it. Whatever it is.
Touching only the edges of the pages, she locates the index and begins a cursory search. Sadly none of the chapters are titled 'Infinite Corridors and You: Gateways to Hell', but she can disregard certain other topics to narrow her search. There's a whole section on geologic formations and magical phenomena, which looks quite promising!]
[HE KNOWS THAT VOICE HE'S GREAT AT IMITATING IT he's also great at being ashamed when called out. Which he is right now, eyes moving downward back at his book.]
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--and even this much has left him exhausted. Exhausted and encased in the safest part of the castle, where if nothing else, he's safe for one more day. Or night. Whatever it is. All Alucard knows is that sleep claims him and holds him fast.
He's learned that dreams don't enter the coffin's space. It is the first time he hasn't had dreams in months and it still feels so good. So safe. A place where his own head can't get to him, and that's all thanks to his father's careful spellwork and disdain for humanity.
Maybe that'll come through in the next few days. Then they'll leave and he can stay in that coffin until otherwise demanded to emerge. Some stubborness can be defeated, if things have well and truly changed.
Alucard honors the agreement though. Tomorrow comes, and with the setting sun, he finds his way to the kitchen. He's found a clean shirt and trousers for good measure, but that's it. When he walks in, there's no eye contact. He looks only ever ahead, because to have his face downward is far worse.]
As agreed.
[His voice is thick and heavy. It showed some yesterday, but he's not used to talking these days.]
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Later, after they've gone inside and washed up, Sypha speaks up against the voice inside that whispers to let it be.] You saw the wounds? If no one else was ever here...
[Trevor grunts and prods at some salt pork and onions sizzling in a pan] "Sure that's a scab you want to pick at, Sypha? Might not like the answer."
[Her stomach gives a sour twist as she digs through the cabinets for cups and plates. How much ugly truth can she stomach in a month's time? Yet, the Alucard she's sure she knew was a gentle soul at heart. She'd not be surprised that he'd defended himself to the death, but to stake out the bodies like that...
The meal's just about finished when Alucard appears, silent and present as a wraith. Sypha tries to catch his eye, the smile falling from her face when he refuses to interact beyond simply being there. She takes a breath and tries to reach for something still and steady within herself.] As agreed, thank you. Hungry?
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[That's the nice thing about the coffin, it takes care of important things like that.
He doesn't move to sit. He doesn't meet their eyes. In truth, he doesn't do much of anything beyond exist in their general vicinity, certain that he no longer ought to be a part of their lives. To resort so quickly to his father's ways when threatened with his life, that is unforgiveable. That much he knows for sure.
An awkward, horrible thing, that's what he is. Staring at the floor, wanting to crawl out of his own skin rather than interact with what used to be the two most important people in the world. They still are, but oh. He doesn't deserve them now.]
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Alucard stares fixedly away, but Trevor shoots her a look that she'd call 'imploring' on anyone else. On him, it's like a slightly sadder kind of constipation. She takes a fortifying breath.]
I know you asked for quiet, and I want to respect that, but does that mean you don't want us to talk to you at all? You have met me.
[A weak joke, but better than the silence.]
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Words are difficult right now, Sypha.
[Meeting a joke with honesty is a choice, one Alucard isn't sure that's right to make. But he does it all the same, unsure and awkward and awful.]
I can't assure you I'll be able to respond.
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That's all right. [It's really not!! Nothing about this is 'right' at all, but the tension in the kitchen could snap at any moment if pushed.] I only asked because you were right, we do need to do some research, and I thought you might like to come with us? Trevor's going to the Hold, but I found some interesting leads in the castle's library while looking up that locator spell.
[This is the first Trevor's hearing about poking around in the Hold, but he nods agreement anyway. They won't necessarily cover more ground if they divide and conquer, but perhaps Alucard will be more comfortable with either of them one-on-one, instead of perceiving them as an opposed and united front.]
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--he has no real opportunity to slip off alone, does he? The only thing he actually wants to do, and the absolutely impossible thing. It hurts to not be able to do that, but Alucard knows better than to let it show.
Divide and conquer. It's a little safer than together and conquer, isn't it?
So long as there's a door nearby that's open. That will have to do. Play along for a little while and trust that they'll depart soon.]
If you insist.
[She will. Sypha is still a force of nature and always will be.]
I'll show you how to search the collection, then let you work.
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On reflex, she reaches out to take Alucard's arm in her hands, but remembers his wounded behavior in the coffin and snatches them back at the last moment. If only she still had her voluminous sleeves; they were a pain in the ass to keep clean, but they hid her fidgeting beautifully.] Let's be off then, shall we? I, ah, may have left things a little disorderly yesterday.
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[That tone is wary, but without all the other wariness he has worn so openly since the other two arrived.
It's impossible for Alucard to not notice the reflex. He notices all their movements now, and that Sypha is making a genuine attempt to dial back her instincts? He wants to be comforted by it. But all it does instead is raise further alarm bells.]
And how long were you in there for?
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Ah, better days.
This particular kitchen isn't too far from the library - it occupies the same wing, anyway, which is exactly what Sypha would have chosen for herself if she'd been the one tasked with protecting this trove. Alucard's footsteps are, as always, silent, while her own shoes tap tap tap rapidly alongside.]
Hmmm, a night and most of the next day, I think. It's hard to tell with the curtains permanently drawn, you know?
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Frowns and then starts to move to the library, debating the wisdom of just floating rather than walking. It is tempting, but not inclined to happen now.]
You could have opened them.
[More than that though--]
How many books did you go through?
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Everything in Dracula's castle tends towards grandeur. If it wasn't so well designed and constructed, the place would be a nightmare to try and manipulate. But the massive library doors open as easily as the coffin lid had yesterday, and the endless rows of bookshelves are well in order. It occurs to her then, as it hadn't before, that Alucard must have returned it to order early on.]
Mmm...I can't recall. I was a little preoccupied. I thought--well, we thought--that you'd been abducted or...something.
[Her current theories are even wilder. Those red marks on his neck, chest, and wrists? What caused them? Had he been so badly injured that he'd needed to drag himself into a coffin, as he had once before? It kills her not to have all the answers at her fingertips! Sypha curls her hands into fists and plants them on her hips.] And there are just so many, I started to take a sampling from every third shelf to try and direct my search!
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[The library was the library, after all.
Alucard quietly trails into the library, looking over his little book kingdom. It looks fairly orderly, but--
--then Sypha explains herself, and there's a very heavy sigh. There are too many third shelves in the library to even begin to deal with that, and so Alucard decides not to even try. He instead takes a sharp right towards a small cabinet of drawers.]
This is the search mechanism. What is it you were looking for the other day? I'll show you how it works on that.
[He's only focused on the practical at the moment. Directing searches and information. Never asking after the other two, never inviting Sypha to question him.]
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[Take the time to float up and fix the curtains when they thought their friend could be dead, or dying, in need of their help? Does he think so little of her, or of himself?
She steps up at his elbow to study the mechanism, which looks like nothing so much as an apothecary's cabinet.] Location spells. This one, specifically.
[Sypha cups her hands into a lattice of fingers and thinks of Trevor, summons the feelings he stirs in her chest into her palms, and lets them pool in a gleaming sphere. That flick-twist gesture splits it into a skein of thread, which zips back out the door.
From down the hall, a dish crashes, and a faint voice yelps "HEY!"]
Very handy. I'm sure it will come in useful in the future!
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Location spells. Right.
[To the cabinet, he opens one small drawer. What happens next is an elaborate unfolding. All spinning polished gears and whirring, a miniature sort of castle engine. But what comes next is a representation of the library in miniature, each book accounted for.]
You say what you're looking for, and the books highlight themselves.
[To the mechanism, he speaks:]
Location spells.
[Five books glow softly. Alucard takes one out, and the title shows clearly.]
Like that.
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How is anyone supposed to figure that? You just speak what you want and the dollhouse comes to life? It's like-
[Her eyes and mouth widen into perfect circles all at once.] Oh. OH! It's just a modification of the same theory behind the mirrors, isn't it? That's so clever! Fussy and over the top, of course, but extremely clever.
[She leans in for a closer look, her shoulder bumping Alucard's elbow in her thoughtless, curious rush.]
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[Dracula is paranoid. Or was, duh. Alucard knows better, but--
--well, now she's intrigued. There's the joy of Sypha starting to roll off, and when she brushes against Alucard's shoulder, he freezes just a little.]
Will you be happy to explore this alone then?
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She must not manage to conceal it entirely, if Alucard's asking her if she wants to be left alone with the books. Normally that would sound like a tease, but the last few days have been anything but normal. As she straightens up, Sypha notices how closely she's drifted toward him, and how stiffly he's holding himself. She turns to face him, pivoting her side away from close contact.]
I'd hoped you might stay. I'll be quiet! There's so much work to do. I...admit that when we decided to come back to the Castle, I'd hoped you could help me with the research part, but, well, I think perhaps neither of us should be alone right now.
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Alucard hates that response. Then he hates himself for hating that response, because he shouldn't. In any other place, at any other time, he'd be so happy for it. Find so much joy in exploring the literary depths with Sypha but no. He's on edge constantly.
Neither of us should be alone.
No. She shouldn't be. He should.]
I'll go get Trevor--
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Just...pick something to read. For fun! I'll be in the stacks. You won't even know I'm here.
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[The words ring hollow. He look around, and just grabs whatever book is closest from the shelf.
Sufi writing. Good. That'll do, because mysticism is at least distracting from the current world.
But what he does next says everything. He sits next to the door rather than on any of the sofas. Ass square on the floor, all cold stone. He settles there, opening the book on his lap.]
Let me know if you need help finding something then.
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Probably. She's not completely discounting the option. More like filing it as Plan K.]
All right. [So saying, she refocuses on the miniature library and announces:] Infinite Corridors. Please.
[Only three volumes light up, no surprise that it's a little more esoteric than locator spells. Sypha scribbles the locations down on her hand and hurries to retrieve them. Two of the books are alarmingly slim, but the third is downright chunky. She totes all three back to the main study.
Bypassing the desks and armchairs entirely, Sypha marches over to the doors and sits her own bony ass down beside Alucard. The stone is cold and unforgiving, but she's had worse. Legs crossed tailor-style, she cracks the first volume open (literally - it is not in good condition. Apparently the death of the castle's mechanism also disrupted whatever spells Dracula had placed against humidity and bugs. That wouldn't do) and begins leafing through the brittle pages.]
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It has his attention. So from the pages of his book, his eyes move up every so often, watching Sypha's research. Her retrieval of the books and--
--ah. The old place really does need some spells refreshed, doesn't it? That gets a mental note of to fix in Alucard's head. But nothing else. Surely she'll go find a sofa.
But she doesn't. Of course she doesn't, and Alucard frowns.]
There's more comfortable spots, Sypha.
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Honestly, they could just discuss it. Whatever it is.
Touching only the edges of the pages, she locates the index and begins a cursory search. Sadly none of the chapters are titled 'Infinite Corridors and You: Gateways to Hell', but she can disregard certain other topics to narrow her search. There's a whole section on geologic formations and magical phenomena, which looks quite promising!]
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Infinity corridors....?
[Easier to keep the focus on her for now.]
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