miraclewhip: steals alcohol, poops on floor, falls asleep on couch. (Wallachia man breaks into house)

[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-30 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you too, you dramatic fuck. [ Even now, even now, he can't help himself. He has to make fun of the vampire for being too dramatic. Because if he doesn't - he's already admitted how bad things are, but if he does it by missing a chance to mock the vampire, they might believe him. ] I trust you both.

[ For all his determination to stay with them for as long as he can, he sleeps through most of the process. Sometimes there's Alucard holding Sypha's hands to guide them and instructing her, or Sypha leaning over his shoulder as he reads and offering context from stories about the philosopher's stone and he watches half awake and smiles. This was always his favourite thing, seeing the two of them fitting together so perfectly. Sypha all full of the past and Alucard all full of the future, meeting to complete each other's understanding of all possible things.

And he dreams. He dreams of Sara (this was the bed where she lay when Mathias treated her, wasn't it?). Of her holding Justine, fingers stroking through her hair softly, Justine's tiny hands in her chest, tugging at ribs. Of her whispering to the girl that she was safe and loved, holding her tightly until the estate was evacuated. And it should be terrible, but her voice is soft and calming.

It's hard to judge the time here, with the curtain drawn. But the glow behind the curtain is becoming redder and redder when he next wakes.

It's almost time. ]
miraclewhip: meth, calls cops on own dealer (Wallachia man upset about low quality)

[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-30 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a pinch. And- this ought to feel strange, really, his blood taking a different path than it should. But it's not the weirdest thing that's happened to his blood today. As it is it's just two pinches. A strange tiredness, as whatever it is that's been sustaining him is pulled out from him. It still hurts- everything still hurts, but that's not a change.

He's watching the window, watching the soft red glow reflected on the wall from the inside of the curtain. It's fading now. Fading. And Fading. And gone.

And he screams, bringing both hands up to his face and knocking the needles and tubes out of his arm as he does. He doesn't care about them right now. He can't care about them right now, because he can feel his skull changing shape, the bones of it stretching and cracking and reforming, teeth being shoved out of place to account for the presence of two bony growths from the front of it. He's digging his claws into the side of his head to try to control the pain of it and- claws, there are long claws where there were previously short and blunt nails. He can hear his heartbeat in every part of him but it's slow, so very slow.

And he can feel a hand on his, pulling it back from his face to stop him from clawing at it further, and the broken skin knits together instantly but the insides of him are changing now, the slow healing now instantaneous, bones and tissue knitting back into place in some places and withering away in others and-

There's a pained cry. Distant, feminine. Trevor, you're hurting me, and it's all too overwhelming to understand what he's doing, how tight his grip on Sypha's wrist is. ]
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[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-30 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's no despair. No anger. None of Trevor's comfortable old haunts. There's just twisting, crushing pain in every part of him, something horrible and wild writhing about in his skin and and bones and trying to crush everything in there. He's screaming still, so much that there's blood from his ruined throat in his mouth with every cry, as it heals and tears again with each breath. He can't even feel it when desperation forces Sypha to use ice to pry his hand open, when it closes again on a spike of it that passes clean through skin and muscle and bone. He can barely feel it when all of that reforms.

Sypha's scrambling backwards, encasing his arms and legs and throat in ice and- it's cold. Logically he knows it's cold. But he can barely feel it. It isn't just not being able to feel it in comparison to the pain, he can barely feel it at all. It doesn't seem cold, and there isn't even pressure against his skin as his throes break through it easily.

He's clinging to Alucard's hand now, with crushing force that he could have never achieved before, claws digging in to tendons. He can smell blood from it, he can smell it so, so clearly, more clearly than he's ever sensed anything in his life.

His grip only loosens when the turning starts to come to an end. The pain is still present, all-consuming, but it's a crushing ache instead of the living, snarling thing tearing at him from the inside. He can hear the bones of his skull reforming, his teeth finishing their rearranging. He can hear Sypha yelling again, to stop, to please stop can't he see he's hurting Alucard, and his face is streaked with red from crying from the pain and he would still be screaming but he isn't breathing. His lungs aren't demanding air. And without it there's nothing left in him for sound and so he just lies silent and still twitching from the pain. ]
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[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-30 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can see individual strands of Alucard's hair.

That's his first coherent thought. He never could before. He could feel them, but to his eyes it was all one big golden, flowing, soft mass. His eyes are sharper, so much sharper, and when he blinks (does he need to?) there's none of the roughness of a scarred left eye against the inside of the eyelid.

He's still, now, save for his fingertips still twitching up and down, playing at trying to form fists but failing. ]


I'm sorry.

[ He manages to speak eventually, drawing in one gasping breath to speak. He can't feel anything, really, anything at all save for the residual pain, but the knowledge that this blood must have got here somewhere, that that horrible bruise on Sypha's wrist must have come from something. Even if the guilt's not hit him yet, he knows he's hurt them both. ]
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[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-30 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The cloth confuses him for a moment, and then it's- it would be almost humiliating if he had it left in him to care, because fuck off and stop making a big deal of him crying it fucking hurt okay he's allowed to. And then it comes away from his face red, and he understands and what's left of his stomach twists.

He wants to talk. He doesn't have anything to say but apologies and goodbyes, but the silence is terrible. But he doesn't. Sypha moves in to hold him and he raises his arms unsteadily and wraps them around both of them.

Warm. They're both so warm. It's nothing new, from Sypha, but Alucard has always been cool to the touch. And it's- it's strange. Alien. Like he's holding two different people. One so hot as to seem deathly feverish, one just warm in a way that neither of them have ever been 'just warm' (that had always been him).

He needs to go to the whip. He needs to finish this, to return to Sara. To serve her with all of the other sons of Leon Belmont who fell in this way.

But he's selfish. He's selfish and he's afraid and he wants just a little longer with the two people who saved him and brought him this far. So he just holds on to both of them, and he doesn't sob. He can't. There'll be blood again, and then Sypha will have to step away and that can't happen right now. ]
miraclewhip: five times legal limit (Wallachia man has blood alcohol level)

[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-30 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Trevor's idea of 'bed' has been the ground or big enough tree for most of his life. Sometimes the carcass of a night creature. Sometimes piles of dried leaves. A little too often, a gutter or the floor of a tavern.

And so he finds it just about impossible to understand Alucard's complaints about a straw mattress being too uncomfortable. Until he'd come to the castle, that represented the peak of luxury to him. It was what he had slept on at home and, as Alucard had proven to enjoy reminding him, his family were nobility. And certainly it wasn't as soft as the feather mattress that their shared bed used, certainly there was the odd sharp poke from a piece of straw that refused to lie properly with the others, but it was soft and pleasant enough to sleep on and firm enough that one didn't just feel at risk of disappearing into it at all times the way one did with feathers. ]


Sypha told me a story like this.

[ And maybe he's just a little sore about the fact that Alucard spent the night reading rather than lying next to him because the inn's mattress didn't meet his standards. And that's why he's still going on about this almost a full day later, now they're almost back at the castle. ]

About how a king and queen had to determine their daughter from an impostor. And you know what they did?

[ He probably knows what they did. It's certainly mattress-related, because that's all Trevor has been getting at Alucard about for the last half hour and because the grin on his face means this cannot be about anything other than 'continuing to get at Alucard'. ]
Edited 2018-12-30 23:49 (UTC)
miraclewhip: bra and hat, vandalises church property (Wallachia man wearing nothing but)

[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-31 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, this isn't vampire shaming.

[ Which he can never, by the way, do enough of. He's a Belmont. Vampire shaming is what he does. He puts an arm over Alucard's shoulder, pulling him close enough that if that grin was half as loud as it looked, it'd be deafening him. ]

This is spoiled little princeling shaming. I'll have to let Sypha know that you're far too soft and delicate to share a bed with us common folk.
miraclewhip: Local speakers and vampires shocked to discover themselves morosexual (Wallachia man confirmed idiot)

[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-31 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Last I checked, what remains of the Belmont lands were yours, not mine. I've not had claim to that title in more than three years.

[ He doesn't return the elbow, if only because he doesn't have a convenient elbow to do so with. Instead he just pulls Alucard closer, pressing his head against his. ]

Our dearest little princeling.
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[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-31 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
I don't recall offering that.

[ Except for, you know, all the times that he has outright said that Alucard is a Belmont in all but name. That doesn't count because they both know what he's referring to. ]

Would you like to try some? I'll do mu best to sound terribly offended.
miraclewhip: five times legal limit (Wallachia man has blood alcohol level)

[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-31 12:30 am (UTC)(link)
I think having your house on top of them counts as claiming them. Unless you and your father have just been trespassing your entire lives.

Maybe that's why we've been fighting vampires all this time. Enforcing land ownership laws.
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[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-31 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ He gives an exaggerated 'tut tut tut', shaking his had in mock-disapproval. ]

Claiming lands all across Europe. So well-traveled, princeling, and yet you can't bear a normal bed.
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[personal profile] miraclewhip 2018-12-31 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Doesn't when one of them is too terribly offended by straw to use it.

[ And then, grinning too widely to even feign being offended. ]

Or do you need both of us there to lower yourself to using the furniture, and just the one isn't good enough?

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