Alucard \\ Adrian F. Ţepeş (
cryptsleeper) wrote2018-11-10 11:26 pm
Speak for yourself. I'm going to pretend to be Sypha and make a cocoon.
[ He's- actually feeling cold. Not in a dangerous way (okay, a little in a dangerous way, because a lot of it really is down to the loss of mass and blood). But for the last eight days he has by this point in the evening been Actually Dead and incapable of feeling the cold. It's a strange thing to be running warm again, to be capable of being a little chilly. ]
I might even drag my old cloak into the bed while you're not there to stop me.
[ That one's- okay he means it, but it's still an empty threat, because how the fuck is he going to manage that when he's not going to be able to get out of the bed? ]
[ He's- actually feeling cold. Not in a dangerous way (okay, a little in a dangerous way, because a lot of it really is down to the loss of mass and blood). But for the last eight days he has by this point in the evening been Actually Dead and incapable of feeling the cold. It's a strange thing to be running warm again, to be capable of being a little chilly. ]
I might even drag my old cloak into the bed while you're not there to stop me.
[ That one's- okay he means it, but it's still an empty threat, because how the fuck is he going to manage that when he's not going to be able to get out of the bed? ]
[ Of course there will be. He's looking forward to it. ]
Not at all. I couldn't bear to offend my beautiful, beloved princeling. Except for educational purposes.
[ He maintains eye contact as he speaks, not breaking it even as he reaches for that bottle. And he has to lean a little to do that, so he could lean down to kiss Alucard's neck again. He even leans right down, watching Alucard's eyes follow him, until he's close enough for his breath to touch it. And then he changes his mind and goes back to the task of pouring a little of the bottle's contents into one hand. ]
That. [ And he puts the bottle down again and backs up, the hand hovering close to Alucard's cock. ] That was not behaving. I think you forgot what it looked like.
Not at all. I couldn't bear to offend my beautiful, beloved princeling. Except for educational purposes.
[ He maintains eye contact as he speaks, not breaking it even as he reaches for that bottle. And he has to lean a little to do that, so he could lean down to kiss Alucard's neck again. He even leans right down, watching Alucard's eyes follow him, until he's close enough for his breath to touch it. And then he changes his mind and goes back to the task of pouring a little of the bottle's contents into one hand. ]
That. [ And he puts the bottle down again and backs up, the hand hovering close to Alucard's cock. ] That was not behaving. I think you forgot what it looked like.
Hmm?
[ He taps his fingertips lightly against Alucard, as if he were drumming them on a tabletop. ]
You'll have to point out where I've misbehaved afterwards. So I can improve. I was under the impression that I've been as angelic as I can be while still being able to touch you.
[ He taps his fingertips lightly against Alucard, as if he were drumming them on a tabletop. ]
You'll have to point out where I've misbehaved afterwards. So I can improve. I was under the impression that I've been as angelic as I can be while still being able to touch you.
You're going to regret spoiling me like this.
[ He's already given away where they hid (put away, he just never thought that it might have been put somewhere sensible) his cloak. In truth, he's probably not going to push it that much - they've already done so, so much for him, and he's already going to have to ask more so that he can recover in any sort of timely fashion.
But he likes to make empty threats. ]
Get me a cloth, if I get to make unreasonable fucking demands? I don't want to get blood on the bed that I actually care about.
[ He has already got blood on it. He has 100% got blood on it in the past. But there are little things like that that they have to care about and preserve anyway. Little lies, like 'there's never been blood on that bed', or 'there'll be a quieter time when they can be together', or 'they can stay with him forever'. ]
[ He's already given away where they hid (put away, he just never thought that it might have been put somewhere sensible) his cloak. In truth, he's probably not going to push it that much - they've already done so, so much for him, and he's already going to have to ask more so that he can recover in any sort of timely fashion.
But he likes to make empty threats. ]
Get me a cloth, if I get to make unreasonable fucking demands? I don't want to get blood on the bed that I actually care about.
[ He has already got blood on it. He has 100% got blood on it in the past. But there are little things like that that they have to care about and preserve anyway. Little lies, like 'there's never been blood on that bed', or 'there'll be a quieter time when they can be together', or 'they can stay with him forever'. ]
[ There's more false horror. He is, in fact, enjoying this far too much. ]
My dear princeling, had you only asked-
[ And he finally does grasp at Alucard properly with his slicked hand, rubbing slowly. ]
I live to serve.
My dear princeling, had you only asked-
[ And he finally does grasp at Alucard properly with his slicked hand, rubbing slowly. ]
I live to serve.
[ It's good to see them smiling again. Really, really smiling. Sypha's good at the kind of smiles that have gritted teeth behind them, and there have been a lot of those lately. The real kind is much preferable.
(Perhaps he could have died and not cared. Or turned and not cared. But he'd have always cared very much about not seeing those warm, stupid smiles again.)
There's not too much blood to wash off. A lot around his throat (and he manages not to flinch as the cloth catches against burned skin, because he can see the worry in Sypha's face as it does). A little around the arm. And that's it. That's it. No places where he's manages to claw himself, or tear at his hair hard enough to pull away pieces of scalp. No tears of blood. No deer blood or Alucard blood. There's so very little, less than after some bar fights, and it's about the closest anything can get to feeling amazing right now. ]
Like it never fucking happened.
[ Okay that's a bit much. He's still about half the size he was a week and a half ago. Still with that patch of grey skin. Still in pretty fucking horrible shape. All of them still exhausted physically and mentally and emotionally. But he's content to just pretend all of that isn't true, just to give the whole thing no power at all over them. They wrote Carmilla out of existence, no matter how deep the damage she left was. They can do the same with this. ]
(Perhaps he could have died and not cared. Or turned and not cared. But he'd have always cared very much about not seeing those warm, stupid smiles again.)
There's not too much blood to wash off. A lot around his throat (and he manages not to flinch as the cloth catches against burned skin, because he can see the worry in Sypha's face as it does). A little around the arm. And that's it. That's it. No places where he's manages to claw himself, or tear at his hair hard enough to pull away pieces of scalp. No tears of blood. No deer blood or Alucard blood. There's so very little, less than after some bar fights, and it's about the closest anything can get to feeling amazing right now. ]
Like it never fucking happened.
[ Okay that's a bit much. He's still about half the size he was a week and a half ago. Still with that patch of grey skin. Still in pretty fucking horrible shape. All of them still exhausted physically and mentally and emotionally. But he's content to just pretend all of that isn't true, just to give the whole thing no power at all over them. They wrote Carmilla out of existence, no matter how deep the damage she left was. They can do the same with this. ]
[ He stills, letting Alucard buck into his fist a few times before sliding his thumb over the head of the cock once and letting go. Which at this point probably seems like he's just being a shit, except for the fact that his hand travels back behind him for a moment, and he moves himself forward.
And he really has been a little too well behaved, hasn't he? Not nearly enough kissing. ]
It's 'unfair' when I do this, and it's 'unfair' when I don't.
[ 'This' being going for the neck again, licking and kissing and biting softly and only continuing to talk after a moment, the sound of it muffled by neck. ]
I think maybe you don't want it to be possible for me to behave at all.
And he really has been a little too well behaved, hasn't he? Not nearly enough kissing. ]
It's 'unfair' when I do this, and it's 'unfair' when I don't.
[ 'This' being going for the neck again, licking and kissing and biting softly and only continuing to talk after a moment, the sound of it muffled by neck. ]
I think maybe you don't want it to be possible for me to behave at all.
[ The worst of the pain is starting to fade now, and it's pleasant to know that it won't be returning again at midnight. It's pleasant to know a lot of things. That he can sleep in the same bed as the two of them again is the one he's focusing on right now, because sleeping sounds just wonderful. It's going to be his activity of choice for the next week at least. And he absolutely intends to abuse his 'I almost died' privileges to force the both of them to join him.
He sinks against Alucard, and he feels very small right now, but it's not too much of a problem. This is okay. Everything is okay. Sypha's at the mirror now, and they're all going to be home, and by the time he wakes they'll be together again where they belong. ]
Alucard.
[ His voice is quiet, and it sounds like he's about to continue but doesn't, which is generally a sure sign that he's going to ask for something. ]
He sinks against Alucard, and he feels very small right now, but it's not too much of a problem. This is okay. Everything is okay. Sypha's at the mirror now, and they're all going to be home, and by the time he wakes they'll be together again where they belong. ]
Alucard.
[ His voice is quiet, and it sounds like he's about to continue but doesn't, which is generally a sure sign that he's going to ask for something. ]
How could you suggest such a thing?
[ He can stay here for a little while longer. Frankly he could stay here all day and not lose interest, because fuck, those little noises that Alucard makes when he does this.
But he should probably get on with this eventually. ]
I'm actually doing this to see if I can get away with calling you spoiled princeling while bedding you.
[ And he shifts back just a little, so that Alucard's cock is rubbing against the crack of his ass. An plants another kiss against his neck. Just to be sure he can get away with that. ]
[ He can stay here for a little while longer. Frankly he could stay here all day and not lose interest, because fuck, those little noises that Alucard makes when he does this.
But he should probably get on with this eventually. ]
I'm actually doing this to see if I can get away with calling you spoiled princeling while bedding you.
[ And he shifts back just a little, so that Alucard's cock is rubbing against the crack of his ass. An plants another kiss against his neck. Just to be sure he can get away with that. ]
It'll wake you up, won't it, if my heart stops during the night? You'll know.
[ That's the closest he's going to get in a long time to admitting that the dregs of the fear are still very much there. ]
[ That's the closest he's going to get in a long time to admitting that the dregs of the fear are still very much there. ]
Some of us aren't nearly so concerned about being poked in the behind as his highness.
[ And yes, his entire plan consisted of 'find an excuse to throw that phrase back in Alucard's face'. He makes a noise that is very much like a growl when Alucard pulls his hair, save for that it's slightly more appreciative than a grown really should be. He doesn't mind at all.
And even if he did, it would be worth it. He rolls his hips slowly, rubbing against Alucard, and makes a big deal of just dragging stubble and then lips and teeth over his throat, not sucking or licking or biting, just threatening to do all three. ]
[ And yes, his entire plan consisted of 'find an excuse to throw that phrase back in Alucard's face'. He makes a noise that is very much like a growl when Alucard pulls his hair, save for that it's slightly more appreciative than a grown really should be. He doesn't mind at all.
And even if he did, it would be worth it. He rolls his hips slowly, rubbing against Alucard, and makes a big deal of just dragging stubble and then lips and teeth over his throat, not sucking or licking or biting, just threatening to do all three. ]
Fucking mother hen.
[ It's fond, and he's not smiling, but there's a normalcy to that insult that they've not had for a little while. ]
Humor me. Would it wake you?
[ It's fond, and he's not smiling, but there's a normalcy to that insult that they've not had for a little while. ]
Humor me. Would it wake you?

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