[Alucard's gone through the books so many times over now. It's a scary thing, that there's no suggestion of a creature or creatures that might be able to place a curse over the Belmonts like this. Not a trace. Alucard privately wonders if even Dracula could pull it off, and surely there must something that can.
But in his research - reading out lout to Sypha as he has promised to do - he hears Trevor. Springs up to his feet and races over to Trevor, fur blanket in hand and immediately throwing it around Trevor's shoulders.]
I could have, yes. But it is as I said, you all deserve better.
[Alucard makes sure the blanket around Trevor is secure before guiding the Belmont over to the nearest sofa. Makes sure he sits down, and Alucard settles beside him.
He doesn't dare to touch Trevor more. Not yet. It hasn't been earned.]
[ He brings his feet up onto the sofa, leaning forward into his knees. Curled up in the same way the body inside the heart was, only larger. He doesn't attack this time, just stares forward. ]
I-
[ His voice sounds choked, like some combination of terror and disgust. ]
[ Wow rude this is just how he’s used to walking you don’t have to kinkshame.
He leads Alucard out of the room, out of his wing, through the ruins of the house to a stone door set into the ground. He lays a hand on it and it opens, revealing a long stairway, and he sets off down it and into the darkness. ]
that only grows as he keeps following. The stairway? Oh what the fuck. He's losing Trevor in the darkness, so Alucard declares to hell with it and he floats down after Trevor instead.]
I don’t doubt that Dracula’s library has a lot of information. But if you need to know about monsters, monsters specifically-
[ He takes Alucard’s hand and brings it to a firesteel on a short chain and a flint set into the wall by a torch. He doesn’t possess the dexterity to light it in a form he’s so unused to, but Alucard does.
If he lights the torch, it illuminates an entire library they’re standing above. ]
[ He has to stand while walking with one hand in Alucard’s. It gives the strange impression of him becoming more human the deeper he goes into the library as he grows more confident on two legs and stands a little straighter. ]
I know. But I don’t expect you to find a way out for me. I just want you to finish your time here, take her back to her grandfather and go back home.
[It's an earnest question. One that hasn't seen Alucard let go of Trevor's hand or do anything else. They're on the ground floor now. They can start to research.]
[And there in that moment, Alucard puts his lips to the Belmont's forehead. There. It's affectionate without transgressing promises made to Sypha. He rests his hands on Trevor's cheeks, then moves them down slowly down the column of Trevor's neck, to his shoulders, then down his chest.]
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But in his research - reading out lout to Sypha as he has promised to do - he hears Trevor. Springs up to his feet and races over to Trevor, fur blanket in hand and immediately throwing it around Trevor's shoulders.]
I promised, didn't I?
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[ He brings a hand up to the thorns growing through him. Those are still stone, not living.
His shoulders sink, and he looks up at Alucard. ]
Thank you. I'm glad she has you.
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[Alucard makes sure the blanket around Trevor is secure before guiding the Belmont over to the nearest sofa. Makes sure he sits down, and Alucard settles beside him.
He doesn't dare to touch Trevor more. Not yet. It hasn't been earned.]
Belmont, I found the heart of the curse.
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I-
[ His voice sounds choked, like some combination of terror and disgust. ]
-I don't like that thing. It's awful.
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[Alucard rests his hand on the small of Trevor's back, delicate and feather light.]
If destroying it removes the curse, but doesn't harm you.
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[He repeats it quietly, thoughtfully. Sighs. ]
I- don’t want you to do this. Don’t want to know more about it. I just- it hurts, to think about it to hard. [ But- ] If this means so much to you-
-have you thought about what might have done this, rather than who?
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[Alucard's hand moves up. Settles on the top of Treovr's head and starts to stroke through all that hair. It's instinct now.]
I haven't. Which means I've been approaching this all wrong, haven't I?
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[ He sighs and leans into the touch, despite himself. ]
You keep saying that I’m not the curse. And so- you probably haven’t even considered it, have you? That what I am might be the cause of this.
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What, your bear form?
[It doesn't make sense.]
None of this follows logic.
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[ He goes still and silent for a moment, then pushes himself down from the sofa, walking toward the door on all fours, even as a man. ]
Follow me.
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Trevor what the ever loving fuck.
Nope. Not the point. Alucard follows after Trevor quietly, deciding to just not question why he's walking like that.]
Lead on.
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He leads Alucard out of the room, out of his wing, through the ruins of the house to a stone door set into the ground. He lays a hand on it and it opens, revealing a long stairway, and he sets off down it and into the darkness. ]
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that only grows as he keeps following. The stairway? Oh what the fuck. He's losing Trevor in the darkness, so Alucard declares to hell with it and he floats down after Trevor instead.]
Would you care to explain?!
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[ He takes Alucard’s hand and brings it to a firesteel on a short chain and a flint set into the wall by a torch. He doesn’t possess the dexterity to light it in a form he’s so unused to, but Alucard does.
If he lights the torch, it illuminates an entire library they’re standing above. ]
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[Oh.
Alucard stares out at the Hold before them both, breathless.]
It rivals his.
[Alucard doesn't let go of Trevor's hand. He instead squeezes it gently, wanting to just show some kindof gratitude.]
You'll allow me here?
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[ IT’S NOT A GIFT I JUST DIDN’T WANT IT ANYWAY TSUN TSUN.
He squeezes Alucard’s hand back. ]
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Thank you. I'm sorry that I caused you to turn to stone. I will do better. I will fix this. I promise.
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[ He sighs. He’s going to have to explain himself, isn’t he? And he doesn’t want to, but that kiss- it’s making him feel a lot more cooperative. ]
-the thing that’s buried there. I can’t sleep unless I’m near it, but I hate it. It- hurts to look at it. And if I try to think to hard about it-
-I hated that you found it.
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I understand. Trevor, I do understand. It was curiosity and a desire to find a way out for you that led me there.
[He sighs, still moving down.]
I care about you.
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I know. But I don’t expect you to find a way out for me. I just want you to finish your time here, take her back to her grandfather and go back home.
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[It's an earnest question. One that hasn't seen Alucard let go of Trevor's hand or do anything else. They're on the ground floor now. They can start to research.]
Or even if I find your name down here?
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[ He repeats it softly, distracted. ]
I don’t know. I don’t like thinking about who I am. Or about the future.
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[It's confident. Certain even if nothing is in truth.]
Look at me for a moment?
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I go with you.
[ The words feel uncomfortable leaving his mouth, like speaking them might make them broken in some way. ]
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Good.
[Alucard doesn't move though. Not yet.]
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