[ There's another part to this, as well. Alucard doesn't want to go back into the coffin. Which means- when this is done, he's going to be an awake, alive person who can go where he wants. Who can go away. And with the coffin itself destroyed-
-the last thing he has left of his family, and he's going away.
Shit. ]
No need to fuss, I'm just miserable because it's too fucking early. He's not back yet, and all that needs to be done to keep him not-back is to kill some vampires. And that's what I'm good at.
[ ...as long as they don't take Alucard hostage, apparently. ]
He should have known that Alucard would catch on. He seemed to know that something was up ever since the incident last night, but-
-Shit. He looks downward, at the shimmering of tiny pieces of glass between the boards of the cargo hold's floor, and for a long time he stops speaking. ]
I can't. [ When did his throat get so tight? ] I can't promise that.
[ -explain the politics of the last 20 years without taking a whole week, let alone the last four centuries. ]
-Wallachia is- 'gone' is a strong word. But it's not there anymore. [ That's a good start, right? ] So is the Belmont family, except 'gone' isn't really a strong word for us.
They said that her people, any people who didn't worship at our churches, weren't protected by the law. We disagreed. Shit went bad. Church saw it as a declaration of war against them. New Domnitor saw it as a grab for power.
[ He sighs as Sypha snores quietly, tugging the blanket around herself more tightly. ]
[ It was always going to be humans who killed them, not monsters. It could never end any other way. ]
They've left the principalities, for the most part. Heard some of them left Europe altogether. Her caravan's the first I've run into since I was a boy, and they were only there to look for something.
[ For Alucard, more than likely, though fuck if he'll ever get a straight answer out of that old man. ]
Crossing the ocean, to- oh. Shit, yeah. Folk found some countries while you were asleep. Guess that's something for you to get used to. There's vampires there, but not- not 'my business' vampires, you know? Last we heard they had a queen who kept them all in line. All relatively peaceful. No need for my kind to interfere.
[ Perhaps he should find a way to get Alucard there, once this is all done. If there's anywhere he could be safe and happy, that'd be it. ]
I didn't even know there was a spell, until she told me. Tried everything a normal person would think of to wake you, then just assumed you were dead.
....A land mass that was unexplored. I...yes. I suppose the world is big enough for such a thing.
[He takes that in stride at least, and questions nothing of the current vampire population living there. The son of Dracula belongs in no such place. Especially if news of his awakening reaches their ears.
I suppose. I only ever heard that you'd been there since the Hold was built. But if you were there when Dracula was killed, the timing's all wrong for that.
[ He looks out at the darkness of the ship's hold. ]
I don't know shit about you, really. Just that I have to keep you safe.
[Alucard pats his side, and the letters sound against his hand.]
The record was altered for my own safety. That's all. I know why they did that for me, but I am not sure why all the generations maintained my presence in the Hold.
Because it was the way it was always done, I suppose. Or we thought it was. Nobody was about to question something Leon himself had put in place.
Shit, if I'd known- I don't know what I'd have done. But I wouldn't have hauled you around in view of every vampire who's come to try to kill me. It's a wonder this didn't happen sooner.
[ He listens intently, fighting the urge to snatch that letter from Alucard’s hands. Another connection. One more, after years of nothing. He manages not to. ]
Shit, you knew her. And this must have been after Dracula’s death.
[ It seems like a stupid statement of the obvious. Left unsaid is the ‘but before-‘. ]
[Before everything. Just as he was being put into that case. The letter is returned to where it came from. But what gets Alucard to look up, genuinely surprised.]
I know I’m getting ahead of myself, assuming we’ll survive this. But-
[ “When this is done, you’ll find a way to be happy again. I know you will.” ]
When this is done, you’ll just be normal. A vampire and all, but a normal one. You’ll be able to just- do whatever it is you like doing. Whatever makes all of this better.
Yeah, probably. ‘All we need to do is stop Dracula’. Like it’s easy.
[ He has humour enough left in him to make fun of himself, at least. ]
Sniff around for other vampires, then rest. Nothing that we can do anyway until she can track your blood and the castle. May as well rest while we can.
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-the last thing he has left of his family, and he's going away.
Shit. ]
No need to fuss, I'm just miserable because it's too fucking early. He's not back yet, and all that needs to be done to keep him not-back is to kill some vampires. And that's what I'm good at.
[ ...as long as they don't take Alucard hostage, apparently. ]
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there's no value in being a wolf right now. So he becomes a person again.]
Belmont, I believe you. Just...if a sacrifice has to be made, please do so.
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Shit.
He should have known that Alucard would catch on. He seemed to know that something was up ever since the incident last night, but-
-Shit. He looks downward, at the shimmering of tiny pieces of glass between the boards of the cargo hold's floor, and for a long time he stops speaking. ]
I can't. [ When did his throat get so tight? ] I can't promise that.
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[It's not a demanding why? It is soft and unsure, aware he's treading on dangerous ground.]
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Why do you think you're here, on this fucking boat, and not back in the Hold?
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[Alucard frowns at him slightly.]
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[ -explain the politics of the last 20 years without taking a whole week, let alone the last four centuries. ]
-Wallachia is- 'gone' is a strong word. But it's not there anymore. [ That's a good start, right? ] So is the Belmont family, except 'gone' isn't really a strong word for us.
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[The rest of it though? Alucard goes somehow even more still.]]
You're the only one from your line?
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[ There's no emotion in it, really. Nothing beyond tiredness. ]
The coffin was the only thing that was left. You're all that was left. I fucked up at protecting everyone else, but I can still protect you.
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...Politics did it then?
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They said that her people, any people who didn't worship at our churches, weren't protected by the law. We disagreed. Shit went bad. Church saw it as a declaration of war against them. New Domnitor saw it as a grab for power.
[ He sighs as Sypha snores quietly, tugging the blanket around herself more tightly. ]
Couldn't protect them, either.
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Oh, Belmont.
[No wonder Sypha's continued on with him. No wonder to so much.]
I'm so sorry.
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They've left the principalities, for the most part. Heard some of them left Europe altogether. Her caravan's the first I've run into since I was a boy, and they were only there to look for something.
[ For Alucard, more than likely, though fuck if he'll ever get a straight answer out of that old man. ]
Wish I could have woken you to better news.
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Where are they going then?
[He fell asleep before America was even discovered.]
I don't know why the spell allowed for this.
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[ Perhaps he should find a way to get Alucard there, once this is all done. If there's anywhere he could be safe and happy, that'd be it. ]
I didn't even know there was a spell, until she told me. Tried everything a normal person would think of to wake you, then just assumed you were dead.
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[He takes that in stride at least, and questions nothing of the current vampire population living there. The son of Dracula belongs in no such place. Especially if news of his awakening reaches their ears.
Carefully, Alucard rises to his feet.]
They truly did scrub the records then.
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[ He looks out at the darkness of the ship's hold. ]
I don't know shit about you, really. Just that I have to keep you safe.
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[Alucard pats his side, and the letters sound against his hand.]
The record was altered for my own safety. That's all. I know why they did that for me, but I am not sure why all the generations maintained my presence in the Hold.
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Shit, if I'd known- I don't know what I'd have done. But I wouldn't have hauled you around in view of every vampire who's come to try to kill me. It's a wonder this didn't happen sooner.
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[Alucard pauses.
And then he reaches into his coat pocket, taking the last letter out.]
You couldn't have known. This is the truth of all matters. It'll...just read it.
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Shit, you knew her. And this must have been after Dracula’s death.
[ It seems like a stupid statement of the obvious. Left unsaid is the ‘but before-‘. ]
I’m sorry for your loss.
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[Before everything. Just as he was being put into that case. The letter is returned to where it came from. But what gets Alucard to look up, genuinely surprised.]
It's...I.
Thank you. And I'm sorry for all of yours.
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[ “When this is done, you’ll find a way to be happy again. I know you will.” ]
When this is done, you’ll just be normal. A vampire and all, but a normal one. You’ll be able to just- do whatever it is you like doing. Whatever makes all of this better.
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[It's not the fucking point and he knows it.]
Please know I appreciate the sentiment. Even if I struggle to show it.
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[ He has humour enough left in him to make fun of himself, at least. ]
Sniff around for other vampires, then rest. Nothing that we can do anyway until she can track your blood and the castle. May as well rest while we can.
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WAIT SHIT THIS ONE SHOULD HAVE BEEN FIRST
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