He's tried to eat, at least. That's a relief. He was half ready to return and find the food entirely untouched. Trevor pushes the breakfast tray away with his foot, setting the dinner one down instead and moving into the little space inside the blankets. ]
Spotted three, including this one. But I shouldn't need to hunt for more meat for a little while. This'll keep us fed at least the next week.
Well, I figured out the knives. The oven- had parts attached to it that we couldn't recognise. It seemed like a bad idea for Sypha to start a fire in it.
[ He grabs one of Alucard's carrots, shoving it into his mouth. ]
We just cooked the way we do on the road. Found a nice flat stone, scrubbed it clean and then had Sypha heat it up. Works better than you'd think.
-Just explain it to us when you're feeling well enough to leave the room. We'll manage until then.
[ He sighs, looking at the tray. ]
You need to eat. I'm not going to act like I know how your whole situation works, but I'm pretty sure it involves eating something. We drained the deer, if that's- better.
You really want us following written instructions while trying to get that thing to work?
[ He takes another carrot, waving it at Alucard briefly before eating it. Bodies aren't going to deter him from food. ]
None. [ It's not entirely true. A bow lies at the foot of a guest bed. A sword that wasn't there before hangs in a training room in the lower levels of the castle. There are clothes, folded on chairs that they havn't gone looking for. Little things that they'll have to find and exorcise later, because he and Sypha don't know what to look for. ] She didn't burn them like- [ Like the church burns bodies. ] -it was a blue flame. There was nothing left but ash.
If there's an emergency, it'll force me out of the room?
[Alucard ignores the carrot. Food is his least favorite thing.]
Blue flame.
[He understands what that means. The color burns hotter and brighter. There'd be no bones with sustained flame of that color, and that? That means an awful lot.]
Thank you. I shouldn't have made you do that, but...[He breathes out, body shuddering with the breath.] Thank you.
Burning bodies is- kind of what we do, these days. Another two won't hurt.
[ He reaches for Alucard's hand and catches himself. And then he keeps going, intentionally this time. Because it seems like the right thing to do right now, rather than just because he's got too used to what Sypha needs. ]
Whatever the fuck happened, we're here. It's over.
[ There's an edge to his voice. He knows better. He knows not to rise to Alucard's jobs about his family. He knows that this isn't one of those anyway. He doesn't even know what happened, what he's being accused of-
-but his fingers close around Alucard's hand, even as his voice goes cold. ]
This- whatever the fuck this is- this isn't what we did. Don't you fucking dare-
We never hunted something that didn't need hunting.
[ He doesn't know why he's still holding Alucard's hand. He doesn't know why Alucard isn't letting him go. Distantly, this feels like an attempt to drive him away. He's not even sure Alucard has it in him to try that right now. ]
I'm not going to talk shit about your father. But he wasn't a deer. And he wasn't you. And we never-
[ They lied. Of course they lied. The easist way to find a vampire is to get yourself kidnapped by one. They used every tool they had, because the alternative was just dying. ]
-I let you call us witches. I'm not letting you call us this.
[Somehow? That second hand does everything for Alucard. He shifts the direction of his slump, the whole of the dhampir just crashing against the Belmont. He's sad and miserable and covered in blankets and just collapsed against Trevor's side.
[ He doesn't know how he'd seen this going, but this isn't it. He lets his hands settle against Alucard's back, below the monster that is his hair right now. Strokes softly. Tries to shove aside his own bullshit for long enough to hold Alucard through his, the same way he's been trying to do for Sypha.
(It's hard. He's angry, still. He wants to shout. To leave. To point out that Dracula hurt people, that if he made the castle move because he was afraid then good. But he wants to keep holding Alucard, too. To make this right.) ]
[They're here, but Alucard doesn't know what that means yet. They're here, but Alucard isn't. There's only a shell of fear and sobbing and blind fucking terror. A shell that clings to Trevor for all it can, the tears now coming out as they have so many nights alone.
He doesn't shake. His entire body shudders. Then the noises come, horrible and strangled and pressed into Trevor's chest, until Alucard's throat aches for all the effort of it.]
[ Sypha's going to come look for him if he doesn't go back. But she'll understand. She'll know that he can't be left like this.
He just keeps holding Alucard. When the shudders start, he wriggles an arm free and pulls the blankets around them both. A cocoon of misery. When the noises begin, that hand moves to his hair, idly trying to comb it back into at least some sort of order. He doesn't say anything. ]
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[ He's mad at the nettles, okay?
He's tried to eat, at least. That's a relief. He was half ready to return and find the food entirely untouched. Trevor pushes the breakfast tray away with his foot, setting the dinner one down instead and moving into the little space inside the blankets. ]
Spotted three, including this one. But I shouldn't need to hunt for more meat for a little while. This'll keep us fed at least the next week.
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[Because of course there is. Alucard's nothing if not himself in all things.]
That's good. Nothing else predatory has gotten them.
[He pays attention to that. The wildlife and how much there is at any given time.
What he doesn't do is move towards food.]
No problems with the kitchen and how it works?
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[ He grabs one of Alucard's carrots, shoving it into his mouth. ]
We just cooked the way we do on the road. Found a nice flat stone, scrubbed it clean and then had Sypha heat it up. Works better than you'd think.
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[Ugh.]
I'll write instructions for you tomorrow. It isn't hard but it does take a little getting used to.
[Surprise, Alucard isn't touching the food.]
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[ He sighs, looking at the tray. ]
You need to eat. I'm not going to act like I know how your whole situation works, but I'm pretty sure it involves eating something. We drained the deer, if that's- better.
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[It's something to occupy himself, at least.]
I don't need blood. [He says it with a sigh, curling up a little more on himself.]
There's really no remains of them?
[Very good dinner conversation, bodies.]
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[ He takes another carrot, waving it at Alucard briefly before eating it. Bodies aren't going to deter him from food. ]
None. [ It's not entirely true. A bow lies at the foot of a guest bed. A sword that wasn't there before hangs in a training room in the lower levels of the castle. There are clothes, folded on chairs that they havn't gone looking for. Little things that they'll have to find and exorcise later, because he and Sypha don't know what to look for. ] She didn't burn them like- [ Like the church burns bodies. ] -it was a blue flame. There was nothing left but ash.
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[Alucard ignores the carrot. Food is his least favorite thing.]
Blue flame.
[He understands what that means. The color burns hotter and brighter. There'd be no bones with sustained flame of that color, and that? That means an awful lot.]
Thank you. I shouldn't have made you do that, but...[He breathes out, body shuddering with the breath.] Thank you.
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[ He reaches for Alucard's hand and catches himself. And then he keeps going, intentionally this time. Because it seems like the right thing to do right now, rather than just because he's got too used to what Sypha needs. ]
Whatever the fuck happened, we're here. It's over.
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[He doesn't register that Trevor's taken his hand. Only that he himself is starting to shake more than just a little. There's no sobs. Just fear.]
They were never the first to do this. They won't be the last. It's why the castle moved.
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[ He repeats that carefully. He knows why the castle moved. Because Leon. Because of the Belmonts.
Oh.
He's the problem, isn't he?
He lets go of Alucard's hand. ]
We'll go when the burns are healed. I'll bring you meals at morning and evening until then. Tell one of us if they get worse.
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[Not just Belmonts.
But he chases that after the hand. Latches onto it.]
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[ There's an edge to his voice. He knows better. He knows not to rise to Alucard's jobs about his family. He knows that this isn't one of those anyway. He doesn't even know what happened, what he's being accused of-
-but his fingers close around Alucard's hand, even as his voice goes cold. ]
This- whatever the fuck this is- this isn't what we did. Don't you fucking dare-
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You never lied in the hunt.
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[ He doesn't know why he's still holding Alucard's hand. He doesn't know why Alucard isn't letting him go. Distantly, this feels like an attempt to drive him away. He's not even sure Alucard has it in him to try that right now. ]
I'm not going to talk shit about your father. But he wasn't a deer. And he wasn't you. And we never-
[ They lied. Of course they lied. The easist way to find a vampire is to get yourself kidnapped by one. They used every tool they had, because the alternative was just dying. ]
-I let you call us witches. I'm not letting you call us this.
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[He's not. At least not from the precarious place where he sits, which is closer to a ledge than it's ever been before.]
You wouldn't have done it like this.
[That's all. Whatever this is, and surely, surely they must have figured it out.]
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We wouldn't have.
[ He looks down at his hand. ]
Do you want me here or not? Because all of that sounded like an instruction to go away.
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[He manages that much as a matter of fact rather than something obvious.]
I was trying....
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[ That wasn't an answer. But he reaches out his other hand anyway. Doesn't touch Alucard, just reaches for him. ]
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There's no words, but he's doing this much.]
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I'm here. We're here.
[ He still doesn't know if he's wanted, but he's here. ]
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--and there's one sob. And another follows. And maybe Alucard feels bad having a full break down against Trevor but that's what it is.]
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(It's hard. He's angry, still. He wants to shout. To leave. To point out that Dracula hurt people, that if he made the castle move because he was afraid then good. But he wants to keep holding Alucard, too. To make this right.) ]
We're here.
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He doesn't shake. His entire body shudders. Then the noises come, horrible and strangled and pressed into Trevor's chest, until Alucard's throat aches for all the effort of it.]
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He just keeps holding Alucard. When the shudders start, he wriggles an arm free and pulls the blankets around them both. A cocoon of misery. When the noises begin, that hand moves to his hair, idly trying to comb it back into at least some sort of order. He doesn't say anything. ]
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